20 min of scheduled sunlight in this apartment (Patreon)

I am dreaming of moving a more sunshine friendly apartment soon

A thing that complicates everything (if this word even suitable) is a loss of some stability. Here i know the position of air defence warfare, how loud is the siren sound and I have some sort of safety feeling (even though I cannot be safe anywhere but in metro e.x.)

I want to enjoy my life as much as I can but I am paying so many nerve cells for that..