[TAM: Evening the Odds] Chapter 37. (Patreon)

Chapter 37: Contacting Emma.

I had to talk about this with Emma. There was no way I could keep quiet about it any longer. Doing so could be potentially dangerous, but more than that, I could hardly bear it any longer. I couldn’t stand going behind everyone’s backs.

I knew it wasn’t exactly fair, but I had the AMA on my side. I would take the gamble. I wanted to be with Emma and Megan and Emily at the same time without lying to them about it, so I would tell them what was happening. If they couldn’t forgive me, this was the perfect time for them to get their revenge. They would just have to leave me to whatever fate the headmistress had for me.

I would tell Emma about what Megan and Emily just proposed. Again, it wasn’t exactly fair since the deck was stacked in my favor. I gave Emma a trait that should make her more… accepting of the idea.

I held my phone in front of me, telling myself everything would go my way. Yet my hand couldn’t stop shaking. I could tell myself I deserved it if things went wrong, but I still didn’t want to lose it all. Was I really about to tell my girlfriend that two other girls just gave me a double blowjob? I thought I was about to throw up my own heart.

Whatever. Let’s not prolong my sentence any longer.

-David: Hey. Sorry to bother you. Are you busy right now?

-Emma: Just finished with some phone calls about you-know-what. I’ll have to wait for tomorrow for clear answers though, so I have time.

-David: Can we talk? In person? It’s important.

-Emma: Of course. I’ll go to your place.

-David: Thank you.

Waiting for Emma to arrive had me praying to the stars that this conversation didn’t turn this day into the unarguable worst day of my life. She arrived in about 20 minutes. I heard her car and opened the door as she was walking towards it. She gave me a loving smile as I let her in. As soon as I closed the door, I felt her arms gently wrap around my waist from behind as she rested her chin on my shoulder.

“How are you doing?” she asked me.

“Better. I’ve had some time to calm down, but…” Swallowing was hard with the knot I felt in my throat. “Emma… I need to tell you about something that happened just now.”

“Something else happened?”

I nodded and freed myself from her embrace. Wordlessly, we both sat down on the bed. Emma moved close, her shoulder touching mine. She leaned in and kissed my cheek. She frowned when that didn’t get a good reaction out of me.

“What happened?”

“I’m sorry. It’s…” I felt the need to start with apologies, but my dad always said not to put on a band aid before an injury. Acting like the worst outcome is inevitable is a self-fulfilling prophecy, apparently. I let out a sigh.

“Something happened just now, not long ago. About 30 minutes ago, in fact,” I began. My teacher nodded for me to continue. “You know Emily and Megan, right? The girls I tutor? The girls helping me train?” She nodded. “They were here earlier, not to study, but… to cheer me up. They want to look for people who might have seen something today.”

Emma smiled and squeezed my hand. “That’s good, right? We’re going to need all the help we can get.” Then her smile morphed into a teasing grin. “You’re making friends now. And two cuties, too. Lucky guy!” she said.

I coughed to clear my throat. “Lucky, right…” I continued. “That’s just the thing. They sort of… kind of… want to be more than friends,” I admitted.

Emma raised her eyebrows and pulled away ever so slightly to have a better look at my face. Her hand didn’t leave mine, but I couldn’t even meet her eyes. 

“I’m not innocent here. As we talked and grew closer, I… didn’t… think. Little moments escalated and I didn’t stop myself.” I dropped my head. My voice was starting to crack. “After all you’ve done for me, I still… went behind your back. I’m sorry.”

Emma let go of my hand. My chest froze for a moment before I saw her lean back on the bed, propping herself with her hands as she looked up at the ceiling, her face way too calm considering what I had just told her. 

“What exactly did you do?” she asked.

“...I kissed them. And they… gave me a blowjob.”

She remained quiet for a bit longer until she broke the silence with a sigh. “I… Don’t know how to feel. I think I expected this to happen, even hoped that it would. Still… It stings a little.”

I flinched. “A little? Emma, I…”

“Just to be clear, a lot of what I’ve done for you, and the things I will still do tomorrow, I never did nor will do as your girlfriend. I do it because I’m your teacher. I’m the one responsible for the situation you’re in. Confronting the headmistress, fixing this place, helping you in tomorrow's case… Those are my duties as your teacher. I didn’t go on that first date with you because I felt like I owed you anything. I did it because I like you, David.” I couldn’t decide if the calmness of her tone was reassuring or scary. I think it was mostly the former and a bit of the latter. “You know, the only reason this stings is because… you did it without asking me first. But really, of course you did. Any normal woman would hang you for cheating, you know?”

“So should you,” I told her, baffled.

Emma laughed. “Yeah, I guess I should. But like I said, I… was kind of hoping it happened. One guy in a school full of women, my cute boyfriend surrounded by gorgeous girls… I’ve been fantasizing for a while. The idea… turns me on.”

…It was working. The trait ‘Sharing is Caring’ was working. That and Emma’s Affection and Love scores were at 100. The AMA said even great relationships don’t normally go past 70 for people without the app. Somehow, the fact that things were going my way made me feel worse.

“Emma, you shouldn’t forgive me.”

“Probably,” she said, nodding. “But I will. Like I said, I expected it to happen. It’s… unnatural how quickly I fell for you. There’s something special about you, so it’s no wonder other girls felt the same way. Besides, it’s easy to understand why you’d do it. Alone, enemies on all sides, the threat of expulsion and more hanging right over your head… It might shock you, but I still remember how confusing it felt to be 18.” She sighed. “Your situation is not the best suited to making rational decisions.”

I groaned, pinching the bridge of my nose. “I can’t use that as an excuse. I’m walking garbage.”

“You did something walking garbage would do, that’s true,” Emma said bluntly. “That doesn’t mean that’s what you are. You cheated on me, and I AM upset. I’d be angrier if I didn’t… find it arousing, but even so. I told you before, remember? I’m yours, mind, body and soul. Even if I’m upset, I don’t feel any different about that. I’m not breaking up with you, so now the question is what do YOU want to do? Will you break up with me to be with Emily and Megan?”

I shook my head so hard I almost got dizzy. “I don’t want to leave you. You’re an angel, too good for me, but… If you’re willing to forgive me, I promise you on my life it won’t ever happen again.”

I meant it with every fiber of my being, and yet I knew how hollow the words must have sounded. Being in front of Emma, being forgiven for something I’m not sure I myself could forgive, was enough to make me reconsider all my plans and goals. Emma meant way too fucking much to me. It was insane to think that a woman I’d met for less than a month could become so important to me, but she was. I could never risk losing her ever again. What good was a harem if I didn’t have her?

Emma smiled, held my cheeks and placed a sweet, gentle kiss on my lips. Then, as she pulled away and kept her eyes locked on mine, she said, “It will happen again.”

“W-What? N-No, it won’t! I know it’s hard to believe me, but…!”

Emma put her finger over my lips, her smile still on her face. “It will happen again, but this time with my consent.”

“...Ah?”

Emma smirked as she licked her lips. “You, David Walker, my stud of a boyfriend, have my explicit permission to flirt, seduce and even have sex with other women, so long as you agree to let me veto the ones I don’t like.”

“...Is this one of those tests where if I get excited you chop my dick off?”

“Nope.” Emma leaned closer to me, her nose touching mine as she ran her hand over my thigh. “I’ve decided that I’m open to the idea of sharing you. We’ll test things out, see how we feel about it, and if everything goes well, soon I’ll watch you fuck other girls in front of me.” A delightful shiver suddenly rocked her from head to toes. “Oh wow, saying it out loud was wilder than I thought it would be, hahaha!”

Emma was laughing. I… I knew this outcome was a possibility. Supernatural aid made it a possibility. And yet I was speechless, completely baffled. She was taking this way too well.

“What? Don’t believe I’m being honest?” she asked me teasingly.

“More like I still can’t believe what I’m hearing. I was ready to grovel and more for forgiveness. Still am, really. You’re letting me off the hook way too lightly.”

“It’s fine. You’ll make it up to me for years and years to come, won’t you? I have a very strong feeling that’s just the kind of man you are.”

“...” A woman that could make a man cry like a child, she is. “And if I’m not already, that’s the kind of man I’ll become. I promise.”

“No more going behind my back, alright? Talk to me, no matter what it is about.”

“I will.”

“Good. Now start making it up to me.”

I grinned. “What do you want me to do?”

Emma licked her lips and pushed me down on the bed. Then, while on top of me and as she kissed my neck, she asked, “How did their blowjob feel?” She put her hand over my crotch and began to rub it. “Were they good?”

“...Are you sure about this?”

Emma kissed my jaw and pressed her chest against mine. “I’m asking, aren’t I?”

I swallowed hard and held her close, caressing her back and fondling her butt. “They were inexperienced, but having them do it at the same time was… amazing. I never thought I’d ever have two tongues on my dick.”

Emma shivered and undid my belt. “You hoped for it, though. Right?”

“Oh, like every other night for years,” I admitted.

“Mmm. David?”

“Yeah?”

“Fuck me. Hold me close and fuck me hard. I need it.”

I kissed her near the ear and whispered, “Until one of us passes out.”

“And for your sake it better be me,” she said teasingly. “You’ll need a lot of endurance if you want to actually satisfy more than one woman. I really won’t forgive you if you don’t have strength left for me.”

I nodded. “I promise you won’t have to worry about that.”

That said… I might have to look for help in the AMA at some point. But for now, I would make Emma my one and only priority.