January 2024 Update (Patreon)

Gotta be honest about something.

I haven't been feeling particularly well lately.

I had a minor health scare in December which has mostly resolved itself, and since then I've been making a more conscious effort to avoid being sedentary all the time, but I have a doctor appointment coming up this week and I'm fully expecting something bad to come from it.

I've had a hard time motivating myself to do much these past few weeks, the idea of work just hasn't been very appealing, more than ever I'm really feeling the frustration of being unable to work on everything that I want to do.

I've been neglecting to upload projects, in varied parts because of the tedium involved, the frustration that comes from public reception, and my dissatisfaction with my work.

I haven't felt particularly invigorated from any of the projects I've done lately, everything has a tinge of disappointment.

I feel I'm angrier than ever, a lot of things are getting under my skin.

Life is awful and painful and grey.

I don't know what I want to do for this month. I don't feel like things can keep going on the way they were before.