What I feel when tied up? (Patreon)

 I want to share a little story. Thank you for reading this.

I enjoy ropes, I enjoy not only tying, but being tied. However, its very hard to relax for me, when I`m being tied. I really care about my skin and physical sensations, I don’t trust people touch me… 

I had some bad experiences of being tied by «famous Russian riggers", so I am pretty much afraid to do it again even if the rigger tells me that he will be super careful. (They all say that lol) 

Maybe one day I will share that story also, but not today. 

When I want to feel the rope or create something new for models, I try it on myself first. And it feels so good to have rope on my body. Its like a light touch of silk or a little bit harsh touch of jute. I would like to experience full session without suspension with someone, I imagine it to be close to a tantric experience, because participants are supposed to become very close with no words used. Thats what I am trying to do with my models. And they all say ropes felt unusual, which I think is the right description. 

We had something like this with Sylvia, a girl from Valencia, but it was not a lot, because we did it only outside and were not alone. 

Ropes can give a great sensation, even tying up myself feels good and makes me pretty aroused ;)