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Man… I know I shouldn’t feel this way, but I kind of hate myself a little right now :,D I worked like crazy the whole time and still only finished today. T__T I really wanted to push the update yesterday, but… the pages weren’t shaded yet. And I think I really, truly, finally have to come to terms with the fact that I can’t be significantly faster with this style. No matter how much I wish I could. There are only two options: accept the speed, or simplify the art. I’ve been trying to do that for years, but… the style of b&b has grown into it's current form. It’s really hard to take anything away. And honestly… I like it exactly the way it is (and not any other way ò_ó).

Enough whining XD As compensation, I’ll post the first NSFW sketch tomorrow (I still owe you TWO! And a new poll X,D). AND another consolation prize: we have finally reached that point. THAT point where Derek loses his self-control and decides to… try things out with Gogo in practice XD Yessss!

I was so on fire while drawing this! Gogo’s reaction to Derek’s changed voice — I could just feel it. :,) That mix of nervousness, fear, but also that faint realization of what’s happening. If you’re not very experienced, it’s hard to deal with that shift in the room. You just feel awkward all the time. XD That’s exactly how Gogo feels right now. He’s like: “WTF???” and the insecurities hit first. But deep down… he knows what kind of vibe this is. 😏💙

I won’t say more. I’m really curious what you think :DCan you feel this scene too? Or are you just sitting there like: “Man, Gogo is so broken. XDDD”

See you tomorrow! :DFeel hugged!Your snail Maus -_-

Link to the ENGLISH version:

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/gp0fx0lj5oy2tepqwhdhm/ANGSBjFq29jtG5VAwXDSvYA?rlkey=n1cjld46fkjtori4lzxtucf3r&st=t6q12imc&dl=0

Deutsch:

Alter… ich weiß, ich sollte mich nicht so fühlen, aber ich hasse mich gerade ein bisschen :,D Ich hab die ganze Zeit wie blöde gearbeitet und bin trotzdem erst heute fertig geworden T__T Ich wollte das Update gestern hochschieben, aber… die Seiten waren alle noch nicht geshaded. Ich glaub, ich muss wirklich, wirklich, wirklich endlich damit klarkommen, dass ich mit diesem Stil nicht signifikant schneller sein kann. Egal, wie sehr ich mir das wünsche. Es gibt nur zwei Optionen: die Geschwindigkeit akzeptieren – oder Dinge vereinfachen. Das versuch ich schon seit Jahren, aber… der Stil von b&b ist mittlerweile so gewachsen. Es ist extrem schwer, da irgendwas wegzunehmen. Und ehrlich gesagt… gefällt er mir genau so (und nicht anders ò_ó).

Genug gejammert XD Als Trost schieb ich morgen gleich die erste NSFW-Skizze hinterher (ich schulde euch ja ZWEI! Und einen neuen Poll X,D). UND was noch trösten dürfte: Wir sind endlich an dem Punkt angelangt. An DEM Punkt, an dem Derek seine Selbstbeherrschung verliert und beschließt… mal was mit Gogo praktisch auszuprobieren XD Juhuuu!

Ich war beim Zeichnen SO on fire! Die Reaktion von Gogo auf Dereks veränderte Stimme – das konnte ich einfach SO fühlen. :,) Diese Mischung aus Nervosität, Angst, aber auch der leichten Ahnung davon, was gerade passiert. Wenn man nicht so experienced ist, fällt es schwer, mit diesem Shift im Raum umzugehen. Und man fühlt sich einfach nonstop awkward. XD Genau so fühlt sich Gogo gerade. Er denkt: „WTF???“ und die Insecurities kicken als erstes. Aber ganz tief drin… weiß er, was das für ein Vibe ist. 😏💙

Mehr will ich dazu gar nicht schreiben. Ich bin mega gespannt auf eure Meinung :DKönnt ihr das auch fühlen? Oder sitzt ihr da und denkt euch: „Mann, Gogo ist einfach so kaputt. XDDD“

Bis morgen! :DFühlt euch umarmt!eure Langsammaus -_-

Link zur DEUTSCHEN Version:

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/hwr0lcjddwyd6pwjgzhtu/AGP0uuz34r7bLtOy_mLT2tY?rlkey=nh7rcfgndlgvzwfmuq3b698lw&st=w4t2fqpj&dl=0

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Niko_

DANKE FÜR DIE UPDATE

Faggy Ashton

Gogo looks so adorable in this chapter. You could just eat him up

IAmALeaf

I feel like you've just led me across the bridge and left me at the very edge of it and I'm so ready to finish crossing but I have to waaaaaait. It's fine. It'll be worth it

Core Love

This update has me anxiously waiting for the next one! I love this story so much. Your amazing Rosa Maus! Make sure to rest as well.

Luna Lena

Maus just casually edging all of us 😤 (cannot WAIT to see what’s in the journal and why Derek is bringing out the Dom Voice) (Wait, sorry, Dereku Beneto Sama 🙇🏽‍♀️😂)

The Fox

Ich hasse Cliffhanger QvQ dann muss ich immer mein Armes Telefon anbrüllen >< es is so spannend ><

Josie Olson

Gogooooo 😏 why did you really take a while in the shower? This time with you lying 🤭 hehe We all know what you were doing, or fantasizing about. You can be honest honey it’s okay. Maybe if you ask nicely Derek will… humor you 😉

Tripp.Xing

Omgomgomgomgomgomgomg the way I screeched when he found the notes

Michaela Evans

I need the next one ASAP 🥺. Things are gonna happen; I just know it! 😏

Jade

ohohohoho 👀👀👀👀👀👀

ShadesofStyx

Oof you know Derek means business right now. I'm so ready to see where this goes !!!!

Charlie

don’t beat yourself up about the timing, taking a little longer is just the price to pay for great art and boy, am i willing to pay it. keep it up im so excited

Peach

We all know Derek’s going to have fun with the those notes and I hope Gogo will too And as for your pace/style it always pains me a little to sense your dissatisfaction with your speed. I’m not the fastest where I work and it used to make me so unhappy that I couldn’t walk out the door every day on time but I’m not going to leave things done half assed. (Also I don’t get paid by the hour). Some people always get done early and they’re happy with their work. It takes me a little longer for the quality I expect from myself and that’s just how I work. Hoping every day to leave the second I’m supposed to just set me up to be angry and disappointed with myself each time I didn’t manage it. So now I don’t have that expectation and I’m much more at peace. Yes I get home a little later, but I’m ok with it. I have accepted it. This is me doing my best. If it consistently takes you an extra day then maybe that’s just how long it takes. I’d rather you like what you’ve made than rush it or hurt yourself.

ax

I felt it too! I felt the shift! ;) and I loved it! So excited for the next panels!

Sasha_ariel

Omg Derek even put on his glasses haha. This is gonna be interesting. Also, your art is gorgeous. I couldn't see you simplifying this without losing something. I think you can definitely be proud of yourself for these amazing products, no matter how much time it takes you.

Lil_Taz

Thanks for the update! Please don’t beat yourself up about not getting it out when you wanted to! I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say that we wouldn’t have it any other way! Your art is beautiful and compromising on your style wouldn’t do it justice. If that means giving yourself longer between updates then so be it, there’s no point burning yourself out and injuring your hand just to get it out a day or two quicker. I definitely got a shiver down my spine when Derek got the dom voice out! Excited to see what happens next although a little risky to do much in the middle of the living room when anyone could wake up! Gogo probably shouldn’t be leaving his homework laying around like that either, anyone could pick it up- that’s not something you’d want your mum to see when she’s tidying up! 😂

Nico

Already another update?? Wow! I’m newer to following the comic and the Patreon and to me your update schedule seems insanely fast! And the art is so high quality! I really like how you showed Gogo reacting to the change in his voice, very excited to see what Derek is going to do now that he’s found Gogo’s “homework”!

moose

Oh my god I’m so excited

moose

I FEEL IT

Nerdycorn

Hach Mauuuus /o\ Ich hab das Gefühl, ich hab sowas in die Richtung schon öfter gesagt, but I'll keep saying it as long as I have to: Dein Tempo ist vollkommen okay. Du bist vollkommen okay. Genau so, wie du bist. Strop stressing yourself out over not hitting arbitrary goals you set yourself! Ich hab letztens ein Comic gesehen, in dem ein artist dachte "oh no, I'm way too slow, I'm disappointing everyone, I need to work harder" während seine gesamte audience "They're pushing themself too hard, I wish they would be kinder to themself and take more breaks" dachte und musste dabei direkt an dich denken :'D Unnnd ich bin mal sehr gespannt, was Derek jetzt in Gogos Notebook für depraved Fantasien gelesen hat, die Gogo sonst nie mit irgendwem teilen würde :D

artsy_amusing

I have been WAITING for this moment! 😍😍😍