Loving You - Chapter 11 (Patreon)

It's been 5 days since Damiens departure and I've only seen him 3 times on video and twice through my cell. As soon as he left I tried to video my brother or at least call him, but true to his word, I could only call and video Damien.

I'd spent the whole day trying to find the spot that he had implanted that tracker but I couldn't find it anywhere. There were no erosions in my skin and no sore spots. I had resorted to either watching a movie, running on the beach, or reading a book to keep me occupied. Honestly I felt so alone.

Gabriel hadn't opened up to me either. I thought that he would be better once Damien left, but whatever Damien did to him had him too scared to even look my direction. All he did was follow me around and guard me. He never joked or said anything inappropriate. All in all I was slowly looking forward to Damiens calls each day since he was my only source of human contact that actually spoke back to me. He would always politely inquire about my day. But he never would let me in on his. He wanted to keep his work a secret from me and I resented him for that.

On the 7th day I awoke in a good mood. These past few days had been heavenly in a way. I didn't have to worry about making Damien angry in any way or him coming out of nowhere to hurt me. I could roam and do whatever I wanted as long as I stayed within the compound and videoed Damien whenever he wanted. I was currently walking on the beach, Gabriel following not too far behind me.

I sat on the beach, letting the tide reach my toes. The salty air blowing through my hair. I felt the phone Damien had given me vibrate and I knew it had to be Damien.

"Hello?"

"Hey angel."

I could hear the smile in his voice. "Hi."

"What are you doing beautiful?"

"Sitting on the beach."

"I miss you. I want to see you. Go to your computer." And he hung up before I could respond. I walk towards the house, into Damiens room. He had mine locked so I couldn't get back in there. Gabriel followed behind me until I reached the door then he stayed outside as I walked in and closed the door.

My computer was going off with a call from Damien and I answered and waited for the line to connect. Once it connected Dameins handsome face popped up on the screen.

"Hey angel." He was smiling brightly at me as if i were truly the center of his joy. I wave at him "Hi."

"I miss you so much."

"How much longer are you going to be gone?"

"I should be back in a few days. We're wrapping things up currently. Are you having a good time with me being gone?" I hesitate. Was that a trick question? I didnt want to say yes because he might be angry. And if I said no, he would think I wanted him back here.

He laughed. "It's okay angel, I understand. I know you've been a little at peace since my departure." I stare at him with a questioning look on my face. Damien looks away from the screen for a moment and says yes as if he was talking to someone.

He looks back to me, his expression changing. "I have to go, angel. I'll see you in a few days. Enjoy your time away from me."

He looked as if he wanted to say something else but then decides against it. "Goodbye"

"Bye." I respond. And the screen goes blank. I'm kind of sad in a weird way. I was hoping for more interaction. Going a whole week without talking to anyone was really hard. And when your only source of conversation came from the man you hated you eventually learn to tolerate him.

2 days later I had gone through a whole nother day and Damien hadnt even contacted me once. I debated on calling him but decided against it. So I went two days and watched movies and read a book. Never speaking to anyone. Gabriel was still as silent as ever. If I tried to speak to him he would give me a short response and move himself away from me so that I couldnt speak to him.

I step into the shower that night, letting the heat from the shower massage my sore muscles. Running everyday like I had been doing recently really did a number on my muscles. I stay under the spray for a while, just trying to forget the world.

Damien had left me here and had been gone for almost two weeks. While I appreciated the distance I also longed for some kind of contact. Humans are social creatures and being alone for this long was driving me crazy. Crazy enough to the point that I almost wanted Damien here. He was the only person that would talk to me and listen to me.

Other than the fact that he was a merciless killer without a conscience, Damien could sometimes be decent. I exit the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my waist. I go to the closet but instead of grabbing one of my night gowns I usually wore I walk over to Damiens side and grab one of his over-sized shirts. I slipped on his shirt and it reached my mid-thigh.

I walk over to the massive bed and lay in the middle, pulling the covers up to my chin. I was so lonely here, that the smell of Damien on his shirt actually comforted me. It smelled of mint and the earth when it rained. Just like him. I finally drift off and let sleep overtake me.

*****

In the middle of the night, there is a soft tickling on my face. I groan and try to swat at it. The tickling moves to my neck and a warmth overcomes me as pleasure builds from my sweet spot. I give an involuntary groan and lean towards whatever it is making me feel this way.

The sucking stops suddenly. "Did you miss me angel?" My eyes fly open and there is Damien sitting over me, straddling my body with his. His hair is damp and he' s completely naked. I blush immediately and close my eyes. I can hear his laughter.

"It's ok baby. You can look at me." I feel his finger under my chin and he lifts my face to his. His lips hover over mine slightly and he brushes them back and forth. I can feel his breath fanning my lips and he leans in more and kisses me. Electricity shoots through my body from the kiss. His lips are soft and warm. He moves his hand under the tshirt and grasps my breast. Earning a gasp from me. He takes the opportunity and thrusts his tongue in my mouth, gently stroking every corner and I cant help but moan and close my eyes into the kiss.

His hands move down to my core. And when he stars stroking me down there I can feel the fire begin to burn within me. He dips one finger into me and i can feel his smile against my lips. "So wet and ready for me." He murmurs on my mouth. Before I can say anything he kisses me again. And i can feel his body moving over mine as he positions himself at my entrance.

This time instead of brutally entering me, he slowly pushes himself in, until he's sheathed all the way. The pleasure emanating from me is unbearable and I cant help but groan loudly. He leans in to my neck and begins sucking on it as he starts a steady rhythm. He whispers on my ear, "I missed you so much baby." I cant help but groan with each thrust I can feel my climax building until finally i shatter into a million pieces my body clamping down on Damien. He groans loudly in my ear.

"Fuuuuuuuckk" And explodes inside of me, his seed filling me up. He collapses on top of me and kisses my cheek lightly. He finally pulls out of me and gathers me in his arms to the bathroom. I feel weak and limp in his arms. I vaguely recall him rinsing me off and bringing me back to the bedroom. He lays me in bed and crawls in beside me, once again pulling me close so that im against him, his arm holding me tight. I decided not to think of the consequences and just let sleep take me for the second time that night.

*****

I wake up the next morning to Damiens side being empty. There's no note, no outfit, so I rule out that I had a very wet dream last night. I go to the closet and grab another one of Damiens shirts and slip it on. It's a plain gray shirt that reaches my thighs. I dont bother wearing shorts or anything.

I step out of the room and Gabriel is standing there. He takes one look at me and does a double take when he sees what I'm wearing.

"Nevaeh, have you lost your mind?!" I look at him startled.

"Oh, so you can speak now?" He looks a little taken aback. but regains his composure.

"Well yes I can when it comes to your safety! Why are you wearing next to nothing?!"

I ignore him and continue to walk down the hall towards the dining room.

"Navaeh! Please!" Gabriel hisses at me but I continue to ignore him and speed up my walking. I dont know why he cares its not like I can get into trouble for what I'm wearing. I see the arches of the dining hall and walk right around the corner and stop dead in my tracks. There at the dining table sits Damien. His head is down and hes looking at something on his ipad. There's a plate of food in front of him and his legs are crossed. He looks so elegant I almost forget my fear. What was he doing here?! I thought last night was a dream but i was wrong.

He seems to sense my presence and looks up from his ipad his piercing blue gaze locking me into place. Anger flashes in his eyes and he takes a deep breath.

"Nevaeh, where are your clothes?" A shiver shoots up my spine. Damien always calls me angel. He only ever says my name if I'm in some kind of trouble. And that seemed to be the case right now.

"I-you- you weren't there, and none were layed out, I didn't think. Why are you here?" Chills were breaking out across my skin as Damien got up from the table. His eyes were cold and emotionless as he made his way towards me.

"Nevaeh, i don't understand you when you don't speak in complete sentences. This is my home or did you forget that in the short time that I was gone?"

I shook my head vigorously. "Please, don't hurt me." Tears were beginning to well up in my eyes. I was terrified. Damien looks over my shoulder and Gabriel is standing on the column.

"Can you not do your job correct? After I gave you a second chance?"

Gabriel was just as scared as I was. He responded confidently but his eyes told another story. Damien looks back at me and slowly gets up from the table. "I'm guessing you don't want me to kill him?" I shook my head. I was beyond terrified. This was new for Damien. He was being calm and collected. He stalked over to me like a cheetah. Ready to pounce at any moment.

"Nevaeh, what makes you think you can walk around with nothing but a tshirt on him? Did you think that I was not here so you could do whatever? Did you think that because I fucked you last night you could do whatever you waned?" I flinched at his last words, a blush clawing up m neck. He just blatantly said it as if Gabriel wasn't standing there.

"You want the whole world to know how your body looks?" He grabs the collar of the shirt and yanks it off of me, leaving me in my bra and panties. I try to cover myself but Damien slaps my hands away. "No. you want to show yourself off to the men around here?" His voice was like venom.

"No, please Damien, I just-" I was cut short as Damien slapped me across the face. I cried out from the pain. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Gabriel move towards me.

"Fucking stay there!" Damien shouted at Gabriel. He jerks me from my spot and tears off my bra and underwear, exposing me to the men around me. There are men in each corner of the dining hall. They can all see what is going on and Damien is merciless and doesn't care.

"Damien! Please stop!" He ignores me and drags me over to the dining table thrusting my face down so that I'm laying with my stomach on top of the table. I hear his zipper and before I can struggle he thrusts into me. I scream. The pain is unbearable. He doesn't care though he just starts to fuck me roughly using his hand to hold my face against the table.

"You want everyone to know what you fucking look like, Nevaeh?" He pulls out and turns me over so that my back is on the table and forces himself into me again. I scream and cry and beg him to stop but he wont. I can see Gabriel behind his shoulder, his face twisted with a look of horror.

I want to die right there. All these people watching, seeing everything. Damiens hands snake around my throat and he starts to choke me. My vision goes blurry as his grip cuts off my air supply. Surely he doesnt mean to kill me while he's fucking me?! Without any warning I climax on his cock, my groans and screams loud bounce off the walls of the large hall. Damien finds his release and spills himself inside of me.

He pulls out of me and lets me fall to the floor off the table, my hair splayed everywhere. My sobs echo throughout the entire room, no one dares make a sound. All that can be heard is my crying. My thigh becomes wet as the sticky fluid flows out onto my thigh. Damien squats down next to me. "I guess I'll be picking out your fucking clothes from now on since you're too damn stupid to do it yourself." He gets up and walks away. Leaving me exposed and humiliated in the middle of the dining hall.