Loving You - Chapter 25 (Patreon)

***Warning*** This chapter is VERY dark, and explicit, and sad. So if you think you will in anyway be offended, do not read it. You have been warned. Do not complain. I warned you.

drip. drip. drip.

The constant sound of water is slowly pulling me from my unconscious state. As my body regains feeling I register a awful pounding in my head, followed by the restraint of my arms and legs. My arms are tied above my head and my ankles are chained to the ground. I open my eyes to look around and see that I'm in the middle of some kind of warehouse. The only windows are the ones at the top near the ceiling keeping me from seeing my surrounding area. There's a painful throbbing on my hip but I cant move to look or ease the pain.

"Looks like sleeping beauty's awake." I jump from the sudden voice in the room. I try and turn to look behind me but the way that I'm tied prevents me from moving.

My heart jumps in my chest. It's the man from the party. The one that drugged me. He told me his name was Christian but I remember Damien calling him Ramirez. This sparked my memory so this was the infamous Ramirez that kept badgering Damien for dealings. I immediately begin struggling against my restraints fear coursing through my veins at what he might do to me.

I hear him chuckle. "You truly are a beautiful creature." He reaches his fingers under my chin forcing me to meet his gaze. "I can see why Damien wanted you." He smiles at me revealing perfect white teeth. His brown eyes staring straight into my soul. He lets go of my chin and hold up a small clear chip.

"Damien kept real good tabs on you. He had this embedded in your hip. Had Gabriel not been there I would have never guessed." I felt a rage boil up inside of me. That explained the dull throbbing. But all this time Damien had a tracking device implanted in my body and I had no idea where it was, and Gabriel had known all along. Then something registers in my mind. He had said Gabriel. I remember his hateful speech and how he knocked me out but I didn't think he'd stick around.

"I was beginning to think you'd gone back on your word." I look up again and see Christian talking to none other than Gabriel. My heart breaks for a moment. All this time the guy that had been my small reprieve from Damien was working to steal me away. All this time I felt guilty for anything I did to get him in trouble or almost killed. All the times I had taken beatings for him and he turned out to be the enemy.

Gabriel smirked at me. "Of course not boss. I just had a few setbacks due to her poor training."

"How could you?" My whisper carries across the room. Gabriel's hate filled gaze met mine.

"Like I told you the first time we met. It pays good." Ramirez walks over to me and grabs my face in his hands.

"Maybe I'll make you mine once we kill Damien and make him suffer. I'd love to finish what I started at the party." He moved his hand down to the valley between my breasts. I spit in his face. A look of disgust etched into my features. He blinks and I half expect him to slap me across the face but he does the exact opposite. He takes his finger where my saliva resides on his face and wipes it off putting it in his mouth and sucking each finger clean. He then smiles at me and leaves the room. His footsteps echoing off the concrete walls of the warehouse.

Gabriel silently walks on front of me and sets up a video camera on pegs facing me. He doesn't look my way once or acknowledge my presence. He walks the same direction that Christian just went and turns to me with an evil smile etched into his face.

"This is going to be fun."

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Damien's POV

Anger. Rage. Disgust.

All these feelings consume me to the core as I look at the screen of my laptop. We've been searching for Nevaeh nonstop with no leads. We relocated to one of my safe houses once we regained control of the estate just to be safe. We had tried to track Nevaeh through the tracking device I had implanted in her body but it seems Ramirez already found and disabled it. I storm in Jax's workspace.

"Have you found her yet."

"No." Is the only response I get. I yell in frustration. Rage boils in my veins deep. This is all my fault. I got careless and now look what happened. Nevaeh was with Ramirez.

Jax's computer started to flicker causing me and Jax to stare stunned. I snap at him.

"what the fuck are you doing?"

He holds his hands up as if in surrender. "Hey man it's not me."

And before I knew it I was looking at Nevaeh's face. Her eyes were wide and fearful. My heart clenched in my chest as soon as Ramirez stepped into the screen.

"Hello Damien." His coy smile making me want to punch his face in. He walked towards Nevaeh and she flinched away from his hand. She was tied up hanging from the ceiling, her legs restrained too. And she was in only a flimsy pair of shorts and a tank top. She was shivering in fear and there were tear streaks down her face.

Ramirez walked to Nevaeh and pulled out a sharp knife. She began to whimper loudly and he held the knife to her face. I felt the rage boil up heavily inside me. "Shhhh sweetheart. The fun hasn't started yet."

Ramirez lowered the knife to the top of her tank top and added pressure, tearing it down the middle and exposing her breast. He then did the same with her shorts so that she was stark naked. I squeezed the table feeling so helpless as to help her. I turn to Jax.

"Jax trace the fucking video. It's a livefeed."

"Already on it."

Ramirez roughly gripped her breast and nuzzled her neck.

"I can see why you're so fond of her Damien. She really is something." He leans in closer and licks her nipple. She begins to cry aloud. He chuckles evilly and steps back squeezing her jaw and placing the knife in her mouth.

"We're going to play a little game beautiful." He strokes her hair and eyes her naked body with a lust filled gaze. "Do you know what a glascgow smile is?" My heart slams against my ribcage at the words. My grip on the table deepening. Nevaehs breathing turns to loud whimpering pants.

"Shhhh, I'm going to cut the corners of your mouth open. Not too much just enough to get rid of the tough muscle tissue. And I'm going to fuck you. If you can not make a sound then your mouth will be fine. But if you so much as scream your mouth will be torn from ear to fucking ear." Her gaze widens and she shakes her head

"No no no please don't-" Her scared voice makes my heart break. Ramirez takes the knife and cuts open the corners of her beautiful mouth. I watch helplessely as she cries out in pain.

Ramirez walks behind her palming her chest. Even though he's looking through the camera I feel as though he's staring right at me.

"Jax!" I shout. he mumbles something incoherent as his fingers work quickly over the keys.

I look back up at the screen and see red. Ramirez is fucking her from behind. Each thrust jarring her body foreword. She's crying harder and the blood mingles with her tears and drips from her face down to the floor below. I know she wants to scream but she's trying not to, to keep her mouth from being torn at the seams. She has her head down until Ramirez roughly jerks her hair forcing her head up. I look away from the screen. I cant watch.

Ramirez begins talking again and I finally look back at the screen. I cringe from the sight. She's sobbing violently, and there's a clear fluid running down her leg. Ramirez turns back to her and looks her in the eye.

"I have to say I expected you to scream at least once." She looks up and meets his gaze and spits blood out at his feet. Ramirez only smiles an evil glint in his eyes. I want to scream at her and tell her not to be foolish but I know she cant hear me. She's trying to be brave like she is with me. But with me was a totally different story. Ramirez only saw her as another one of my toys and he didn't care if he broke her. Even if he made it permanent.

"We'll have to remedy that"
Ramirez turns back to her and brings his hand up slapping her across the face. Hard. She doesn't make a sound though. She only grunts in pain and clenches her cheeks harder. Ramirez slaps her again harder causing her to cry out a little louder this time, but not enough to tear at the seams of her cheeks.
"Jax!" I shout

"I'm working on it."

Before she could think he brought his fist up ramming her in the stomach. My heart shatters as Nevaeh opens her mouth to scream. I watch in horror as the small slits at the corners of her mouth tear open higher and higher until her cheeks are torn open. And she continues to scream and scream and scream. Blood runs down her leg and my stomach drops. The baby. The blood seems like a never-ending flow. I can't breathe. I can't think. Neveah's still screaming in agony. From the physical pain or the pain of losing the baby or maybe even both.

Ramirez eyes light up. "Holy fuck Damien." He looks dead into the camera. "I had no idea she was pregnant." He laughs darkly at the horror he just caused. Nevaeh's still screaming in the background.

"You have 24 hours to deliver the goods. Or that baby wont be the only thing dead around here." The screen turns black.

I don't know how long I sit there staring at the screen. I cant move. It's gone. My child is gone. Nevaehs being tortured.I shout and punch the desk shattering the wood and causing my hand to bleed in the process.

There's a wetness on my face and I reach up to touch it half expecting it to be blood from the wood. But I'm shocked when I look at my hand and see a clear liquid on my fingertips. Tears. I haven't cried a single tear since the day my mother was taken away from me.

"Got it." Jax voice pulls me from my confusion.

I walk to the door. "Let's go."