an august ramble ~ (Patreon)

hi it's me ella! happy august and THANK YOU so much for being here. seriously. i say it every month but i've constantly felt knocked down this year both personally, professionally, and in the audio world (and i know EVERYONE has been feeling that way too so i definitely don't want to take away from anyone's struggles especially when my struggles are so minor and i'm so so so fucking grateful for everything i have) but all that aside, i just really appreciate u all being there for me. i'm so lucky for the friends i've made doing this stuff, and for people like you who quietly support or are loudly out here too. u all just fucking rock.

i know i went quiet for a minute to unplug and unwind and get work done and stuff.. so i figured i'd do a little like chatty ramble? i don't know. i am REALLY awful at these but some of you ask for them and i figured since i went a little quiet it would be cool to update u on how i feel and what's going on and my weird social anxiety/why i haven't responded to some of ur comments/messages still :( 

anyway i also talk about shows i'm watching and fun stuff too so it's a little light hearted toward the end if u want to skip forward! it's just a little chat! i wanted to keep it light!

also i'm using the rode mic here, so let me know if u like it or hate it or if u literally can't tell the difference!

xo ella