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Demian feels a mixture of guilt for knowing how badly he hurt Eiji in the past and the impact he made on his life, but also hatred because of what he just did to Izumi (even though he's not sure yet what happened, he's now certain it was Eiji's fault). It's a very complicate feeling to deal with.

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Zein Gessen

Nooo Demian, no te culpes, tú no tienes la culpa de nada ;-;

Kayla Rewerts

Why can't it ever be easy? At least with all out in open now, maybe Eiji can finally move past Demian. Now Demian and Izumi need to have a talk, and reassure each other. 🥰 Just be happy all you little beans, even Eiji. 😭

Olivia

I love this story 💖 right now I'm 😭😭.

Maja Na

To much hate 😭 hate is never good.

EinarC

I still don't like Eiji.... I hope Damien is okay and I hope Izumi can move past getting sexually assaulted poor guys I love u

Colette Miller

Not going to lie, this is hurting 🥲

Luisa Mayorga

Al final espero que Eiji pueda superar todo esto y que se de cuenta de cuanto daño se hizo a si mismo con toda esta situación, toda la culpa que sentía, la desesperación, espero que pueda dejar todo eso atrás, preocuparse más de su propio bienestar y poder ser feliz con la persona indicada en el futuro

Nana

I can hear ejis scream 😭😭😭 it hurts but I still can't not justify what he did, I hope he can finally move on and I hope Izumi and Damian can move on from this too 🥺🥺🥺

Rachel

I hope everything between Demian and Izumi will be okay after they talk. And that Eiji finds someone that he can feel comfortable being himself around.

Nana

I wanna see ejis journal after this

Ero★Pinku

Me he quedado toda mustia ' ^ ' (?) No sé por qué me sigue gustando Eiji *risas* pero creo que si no fuera porque Demian me robó el corazón desde el principio, podría ser mi personaje favorito HAHA

Neko Rina

se me partido el corazoncito con ese primer plano de las lágrimas de Eiji ;w;

Cassie Knight

Obviously the author knows why Eiji did what he did, but here’s my input; obviously Eiji is extremely manipulative, if he is this bad after all these years of “changing” and “getting better” then who knows how bad their relationship was. To me it feels like Eiji changed his life because he also loves music too, I doubt he did it all for Demien, who he didn’t know he’d ever see again anyway. I think when he saw Demien again, all his feelings from his past rushed back up and he couldn’t accept that his past lover now has a new one he’s much happier with. I’m sure Eiji wonders why he’s not good enough, so he tried to make Izumi “dirty” to make himself look better. But that’s just how Eiji is, he can’t accept his own flaws and issues so he has to push them on to someone else. If you truly love someone, you should wish their happiness above all else, even if it’s not with you. I don’t think Eiji loves Demien the way he should or thinks he does, he seems more obsessive than anything. I hope he can see how they could’ve never had a happy relationship and move on. I know Demien feels guilty, but I hope he realizes that he’s only responsible for his actions, not other people’s reactions to them. It’s not his fault Eiji feels this way, because Demien did what he should’ve done, left an unhealthy toxic relationship. Nonetheless, I hope we don’t have to see much more of Eiji. I want Demien and Izumi to talk and explain their sides and how they really feel and why. This was a big blow to all of them, it can’t just go back to “normal fluffy stuff” right away, it’ll take time. But I know they’ll grow above this as lovers, and be stronger than ever before.

Maya

Okay, I’m crying. I hope Akizumi and Demian talk properly about this and I hope Eiji finally be able to move on… Nothing in the world can justify his actions and that’s why I think Demian will quit the job and never talk to him ever again.

Camila Roa

Me da rabia tener que ver sufrir a esos dos por culpa del rompe hogares 😭

Dio85

Wow, so intense! I’m looking forward to Izumi’s and Demian’s talk! Sometimes the past should be left in the past. I hope Eiji thinks about the consequences to his actions! I soooooo enjoy this story! The plot is so well written! Thank you for bringing this to us! ❤️❤️