unlisted blurry video by dr. doe (Patreon)

HI! I again tried filming and editing by myself because the videographer is busy with his day job and well, covid. Unfortunately I bumped a dial on the camera and even with a phone call to reset everything the quality declined.
Not realizing how blurry it was, because of my little computer screen, I proceeded to edit it and now there's a finished product ... that's really challenging to watch if you're used to Lindsey with makeup in focus. This is Lindsey without makeup and without bra because I could only handle so much. Professional YouTubers are astounding to me!!!

With all that said, I'm sharing this unlisted link with you so you can say, post or don't post.
Ultimately I'm not contracted to put anything out this week but I like having regular episodes because all of you support the work being done. If you think it will hurt the channel to make this link public, I'm happy just sharing it with you and leaving it at that. If not, I'll go with it blurry and raw. I'm open to other options too. Let me know.
Curious,
LINDSEY