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TESSA VIOLET - honest

here's the truth: my strength ain't being honest I mostly work from wanting to be wanted and if there's something else, well I don't know if I got it and come the night I'm never really solid guess I'm not doing well. I'm not doing well x2 I'm not good tonight. no. I don't feel alright at all. guess I'm not doing well. I'm not doing well 1 2 3 and 4, how long till I feel like myself again? and I'd walk out the door but... where would I go? try and hide from what's inside you you can run but i can find you where would i go? where would you go? flattery's my choice of weapon; poison tastes like my resentment where would i go? where would you go? oh. sometimes I feel like there's no where else to go and every road I take is leading me back and lonely is the girl who doesn't let it show but every road I take is leading me back. funny to notice that about yourself like all at once I realize I didn't want to see it. and if I been going crazy maybe it's because I keep on telling myself a story: that I should be doing fine by now. hey, hey, it's okay. hey, hey, you're okay.