one thing that needs to be adressed (Patreon)

hey everyone, i hope you're all doing well, it's been quite a while since the last time i've written large texts like this one, but i really want you guys to know what is going on in my life right now.

As some of you might now, I'm a med student. This means that according to my country's medical academic plan, every year I have to take a month of practice in some of the local hospitals. 

Unfortunately, this year's practice month was at the time of an enormous amount of "you all know what virus i'm talking about" outbreak. Before june, my country was actually doing pretty good, we didn' have any major restrictions, and there weren't that many cases.

When I agreed to work at my hospital, I didn't know this would be such horrible mess, and even more, I didn't think I would get shamed for not wanting to risk my or my close ones' lives.

Our hospital advisors not only did they not tell us that most of the patients had covid, they also didn't provide us with all of the needed protection.

I just really don't know what to do, my university's higher-ups are just silent and ignore all of our complaints. If I don't have a month of practice there, this would be considered an "academic debt" ( I don't know how to call this in English).

I'm panicking every single minute I am there, because though I'm not in the risk group, my siblings and grandmother are, and we don't have a normal vaccination system in my country yet.

Overall it's just an enormous mess of panic and not really understaning what to do, I've tried my best to make some cc, and you can see the 2 meshes I've made above, I'll try my best to finish them asap, but I don't even live in the same place as my PC right now.

Really wanted you guys to know why I am so inactive right now.

Love you all, stay safe