How much real do you want? (Patreon)

So as mentioned, I'm considering writing up all the things I've been going through for the past few years.  Not the stuff about people dying and medical drama, but the more... Kinky stuff.

Short version is that as I had a lot of things buried in my head, and suddenly was stuck going "cold turkey".  This didn't go terribly well, and I spent time with many questionable characters on the internet trying to "get my fix" as it were >_<

Would you be interested in seeing this written up as erotic prose?  

If so, how realistic would you want it to be?