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Another short one

Last week had a friend at home, actually, still at home, he goes tomorow morning. I drew while he was doing his own things during the weeks, needed to draw a bit, scratch this envy.. and had a lot of fun doin so...

THis week.. i'll have to go to the funeral of my grandma. I go Wednesday, back Friday. I might take the week end after too.. tbh i don't know in wich mental state i'll be after
Right now, i'm.. good. Really, nothing bad, i'm sad, indeed, but i'm ok, i can smile, talk to peoples, be alive, do stuff, no issue..
but i know burrying her ll be the moment all the pain come back.
I was close to her. She used to take me after school and keep me with her before my mom get back from work. Was eating there at noon, because she lived close from the school. When i went to college lived one year at her house, before i moved to another college and city.
When i moved alone for the first time, she gave me plates, knifes, forks, glasses, pots, pans, anything to cook and be well.. my grandpa gave me screwdrivers and a corkscrew "any man should have those at home!"
I used to call twice a month to get news, give some.
She's been sick for some times. And she was slowly getting weaker over the year. So it's not really a shock or a surprise.
What took her might be genetics, it appear when you're old, and it touch the blood and increase the chances of cancer tenfold. We're not sure what it is.. they discovered it a decade ago only. All to say, her last words were for me and my siblings, to look for it, she wanted to be sure we would be safe from it.. In the end our well being was her last concern...
I'm lucky i could have her in my life so long.
But it ll still hurt to say goodbye for good.

So yeah, i'm still drawing goblin having fun today, it's fine.. but i can't promess i'll be in the mood this week end.
All to say if i don't answer past Thursday, for a few days, it's normal, don't worry!

I'll be back soon. Thanks again for reading this far, and c ya soon