2022/04/01 partner and creation (Patreon)

Living alone is detrimental to my health. But living with the wrong people also damages my health. I don't hate my current partner, but I feel we shouldn't live together anymore. Vilous too. people want to Vilous , but it is not my stuff after all. And I'm looking for another partner with my own creation. My parents' failure in 20 years, and my failure in 20 years, kept me away from interacting with people. My parents are getting older. And I don't feel any peace of mind in the world. There is no vision of how I will live in the future.

Especially my family ignored my creations. Why? Because it's difficult for people and people don't have time. Why do I always have to keep presenting them unilaterally? By their non-cooperation, always getting the resources of new people. It's like a debt of relationships and explanations that keeps divorcing and swelling to be recognized by elder creator who designed me. And a lot of my beloved children, that is, creations, were born. They have no real life. That was the only fortunate thing. I am the only one who has a physical body. I feel that I should leave the world with all my creations, as like pide piper.