Shadamytober - haunted tape (Patreon)

Hello guys ~ here is the last day of shadamytober!

It's a follow up to "first aid". I thought of the different meanings of "tape", so it reminded my of the bandage, but also movies.

here, Shadow is frustrated that he wants to keep that bandage on. Trying to process the thoughts running in his mind:

You said it's not the body that hurts the most. You were right.

And somehow this bandage opens the wound afresh

a wound that doesnt heal. Only gets worst. Deeper.

...yet I cherish it. I keep the bandage on. A reminder of your touch.

I feel haunted.

The shape of you seared behind my eyelides,

like a movie I've watched too many times,

like I've gazed at the bright sun for too long.

I'm haunted.

I keep the bandage on.

If it's the only thing from you I can keep,

my mind say it's worth it.

But it hurts.

I hope you like it!

Shadamytober is over for us! Thank you so so much for your support during this month. It was quite fun and I'm happy with the amount of drawings I did. In a way, it's frustrating to not push some drawings further, but I made a few pieces in color and even a mini comic wih "first aid", so I'd say I've been productive! So I feel less bad for slowing down for the Bud tier, although I'll be grateful for the time I'll free. My daughter said to me yesterday that she misses me 😭I'll carve more time for her too.

I had wanted to make a funny video for Halloween (not shadamy, more fandom centric with multiple characters) and I'm frustrated I couldn't find the time to do it. Well, it means I have a whole year to do it for next Halloween then, lol

I read all your messages, I'll now take have time to answer them all, which I'll do during the next view days.

Have a wonderful evening!

Kisses and hugs,

Vinnie