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Depression, grief and loss (Patreon)

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2026-10-02 10:12:53
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2026-10
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I figured I'd post this here to better show a bit of what I'm going through. I had already explained about losing my dog, but I hadn't really shown the full extent of my loss.

This is why I'm currently having "A Time".

And if you think this is cringe to see on the same page as a bunch of smut, sure. But this is my art, and I'd rather be cringe and genuine than emotionally stunted.

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Meak Lander

I'd rather have you able to express yourself and let out your grief then hold it in. Vent as you need, none of us who follow you have any right or say in what you need, and losing a pet is losing a family member, so let it all out, I support you for it.

Eucep

I kind of was afraid it was something towards that and it's good you give expression towards that. Wishing your heart to find new happiness no matter that it likely feels hard to let people in. I hope you two are still friends at least.

mintyfresh125

Ain't nothing cringe about it, such losses are brutal. If expressing yourself this way helps even a tiny bit than you have my full support. I wish you the best and may you see another light, in Time. Edit: Now i know i probably shouldn't say this here, but please don't be too proud or fearful or whatever too seek help if you need. Shit like that almost killed me. Now that was "cringe" and way to personal but i just had to say it.

Loyola

Take care of yourself, Doc

CuriousLich

Anyone that calls it cringe doesn't understand an artist or humanity. Thank you for sharing this series. Its very powerful and very emotional. May just be a Patreon sub, but you have my support hope at least Winter gets better for you my dude.

infernalperson

Sorry to hear it, I hope things get brighter again with time.

Ashecroft

Take care of yourself Doc. Definitely seek out whatever help you feel you need or want to get through these times, try not to feel like you can power through it or anything like that.

drgraevling

Thank you Eucep. We are still friends. I can't fault them for wanting this, but it hurts a lot, and I don't know how well I can recover or how long that would even take.

drgraevling

Thank you. I will still focus on putting up the art that people expect to see from me, but from time to time there might also be more of the sad, personal stuff.

drgraevling

Thank you for caring. I am in therapy, and I am talking to friends and family daily. It is so hard though. Hard to see any path out of this. And the worry that if I let another person close, that I will eventually feel this pain again.

mintyfresh125

No need to thank me, i'm glad you're not alone in this and have help. I spare you any unsolicited advice, just know that i'm rooting for you.

Malberry

Please, never feel like you have to apologise like this. I can't speak for everyone, but I believe we're here for more than just the porn. I'm awfully sorry for what you're going through, and I can only hope the future brightens up for you again sooner rather than later, even if it doesn't feel like it can right now.

riggs527

Echoing everything above. Take the time you need to heal as best you can. Thank you for sharing.

Exile

Nothing cringe about expressing yourself through your art. I am sorry for your loss and I hope things get better for you.