5-27-23 2:38pm PDT (Patreon)

What a day. To describe my day as an onslaught of chump fuckery would be an understatement.

It is not easy juggling being a mental health professional, a landlord, a comedian, and an aspiring cult leader all at once. Not only this, but to have to do so in a world where everybody but me is an idiot makes the challenge almost impossible.

Knowing that I have your support in times like these is the only reason why I bother continuing to live at all. 

I didn't even get the chance to make a post yesterday, my own brother's birthday. That is a nightmare in and of itself.

My brother is in med school to be a nuerosurgeon. This naturally has created immense tension between us. His decision to become a part of the illuminati cabal is just that-- his decision. But I can't help but resent that the same gene pool that created me also created him.

He claims he wants to be a doctor to "help people." Who did it help when you got a summer job euthanizing lab rats? And they say I'm the crazy one.

My family doesn't understand me and they never will. If you watched my second video today, I revealed that my parents purchased me the apartment complex I rent out to people-- which drew some ire in the comments section. 

They don't understand that this was "hush money" to remain silent about the psychological torment I suffered at their hand. Once again, people mistake their willful ignorance of context for moral superiority. 

Maybe I'll dive into that someday in the future. But until then, I live with the trauma, and allow it to shape me as it will.