what do I do with these now? (Patreon)

What has been the cover image of this page for a while now comes to be revealed in its entirety.
I imagined a girl who has prepared for a private party with her boyfriend, who however did not show up and dumped her...so, now alone in the dim light with a beautiful bouquet of balloons decorating the room, on the threshold of the room she lights a cigarette wondering what she will do with those balloons.. Looking at them and holding a lit cigarette in her hand, she soon realizes that the problem is already solved and indeed, she will be able to vent her frustration and sadness by venting on those balloons until they have all burst and only melancholy remains.
It is no coincidence that the twilight tones chosen are intended to suggest a melancholic state and an abandonment to sadness, therefore I like to suggest that she did not intend to burst those balloons from the beginning, or rather she probably would have done so while playing with her boyfriend, but that he realized he wanted to do it out of sadness and to let off steam