Emerging from the wasteland. (Patreon)

Howdy GGN, just wanted to give you an update on my progress before the month is out. Firstly, I have been lagging a bit (well, by my standards I guess) with this Fallout Tactics video, in part because I took what I guess is like the first "vacation" I've had, maybe ever. Where I just had 4 days of NOT thinking about my channel, which was nice, but then I think I blasted my brain trying to make up for lost time and get back into the mindset of "the gamer." It's caused me to overthink(underthink?) a lot of this one. I've become really unsure of it's vibe and so much of what I wrote/recorded just seems like the unfocused ramblings of a madman. At one point I whisper a creepy rendition of "I Don't Want to Set the World on Fire," set to a jank instrumental for no real reason other then the me editing at 2am with no brain power thought it was funny. I think I might keep that just because I'm baffled that I made it with hardly any memory of it. Right now I have about an hour edited and I'm thinking it will come out to something like an hour and 20mins or so. I think I could finish it relatively quickly, but I'm sort of taking my time with it because I want to be fun, and I wanna pack it full of all the experiences I had. It contains a bunch of dry history stuff that, while I do think it is important, It's just a tough thing to juggle with haha heehee stuff. I've also been trying to collect resources and research stuff for the Messiah video when I can't think about this game any longer. Which, I'm excited about mostly because I've just been stuck in Fallout world for so long, literally dreaming about this shit. Won't be too long now, promise! (Also, I'll get back to GRIMB uploads soon it's just that this video requires like 500GB of footage just constantly at the ready, so my pc can only really handle the one instance of vegas). Hope you're doing well and if not, just remember that spooky month is around the corner! <3