Performance Outfit Hint 👀 (Patreon)

I am so excited for the Villain era and EP release that I actually went out of my way to buy an era-appropriate outfit for the show 🫣 Also, yes, I know the box is upside down, but it was easier to open that way after DHL had to repack it 😅

I am trying so hard to have self-control. I want so badly to have the stage performance to be the first time people see the performance outfit. I want the shock factor. I want it to have its moment on the stage. In the spotlight. I want everyone at the show, or watching the livestream, to see me walk on stage and experience a moment where the only thought in their brain is "WOW". 😂 IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? 🙈

So all you get to know for now is the brand that I bought it from. Or rather, part of it. That's right: even if you go out of your way to sleuth and figure out your best guess at what I might have bought from Selkie, you won't have the full picture 😎

If you do venture to sleuth, you may notice that...I must have spent quite a bit on this outfit that I probably will only ever wear on stage...and I did. But I promise it'll be worth it. I have a vision and I decided that I am not willing to compromise on it.

This EP is so important to me. It contains so much of my trauma in such a direct way. It is raw and sassy and vulnerable all at once. It gave me the opportunity to dive into new (to me) writing processes, new writing styles, and a new openness and exploration for what could be included in a song. I've been excited about these songs since I started writing them.

I've managed to find an incredible team to work on these songs. I've had the ability to have so much more artistic input, with people who have the resources and skills to make things happen. Not even just for the songs themselves, but for everything related to them.

And I'm proud of it.

I am so unbelievably proud of this EP; everything I've put into it, everything I've created around it, and everything that it is becoming. And I have to say, pride is not a feeling I am used to 😅.

So I deserve the fancy expensive outfit for when I bring this to life on stage. I deserve to feel the empowerment and depth of meaning of this EP in the way I want to experience it.

So I am bringing my vision to life, no matter the cost (within reason 😂).

And that is why I refuse to show you the actual outfit, no matter how much it's killing me not to show off 🙈