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Howdy all,

 I hope you're doing well and had some time over the holiday and new year to enjoy yourselves.

This is mostly an update to my current medical status regarding the ongoing issue I've been dealing with as I don't want you guys to be kept in the dark about it.
Recently I had a series of investigative MRIs that revealed, after contrast, a series of large tumors at the base of my right C8 and T1 nerve roots.
These growths explain the slowly worsening symptoms I've had over the last few years and also why I was fairly certain that the issue wasn't as simple as cubital tunnel impingement.
I spoke with my neurosurgeon this morning regarding the strategy going forward.
Given the nature of the growths, the severity of the pain, and that I do not fit the physiology of a patient that has chronic schwannoma (nerve sheath tumors) he has concerns that the growths may be dangerous. Regardless they will need to be biopsied and then depending on the nature of the tumors, surgically dealt with. Resources are stretched thin in this state regarding expertise with this issue as it is an exceptionally rare case, and will require a team of specialists regardless of which outcome the biopsy reveals. However he seems fairly certain that given that my strength has not declined much and that I've had this in my body for at least 5 years now, that it is most likely a benign growth.

I'm not distressed by this news. It's been a really grueling and demoralizing year, losing the two things that I cherish most in life outside of my friends and family, weightlifting and drawing, to this ailment. And to finally know why all of that bullshit is happening, is a small comfort.

If it wasn't for the support of Patreon I could not have even began this process to begin with. There are no words to convey my gratitude to you.

As it stands, I'm working with a pain specialist to try and find the right cocktail of muscle relaxants, nerve suppressors and anti-inflammatories that will let me get a couple hours of work done a day. If I can at least get that one small thing back for a while, it will help immensely.

Please feel free to reach out to me if you have any questions or concerns regarding Patreon. I will try to work with everyone to keep what little I can get away with for now flowing.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and thank you for your continued support.
Truly I have no words beyond simple thanks. I'm grateful, and I will update you again once the nature of everything is revealed and we have a gameplan regarding surgery.

Cheers~

Comments

Lazydergenboi

Hope things improve for you from here

TyberDe

So glad to hear you have answers! Sending all the well wishes and fraternal love hoping this all comes to a good conclusion and you can thrive doing the things you like best 🧡

Conal

At the very least you finally have a step forward instead of sideways, you know what it is. My family is no stranger to this topic, especially me now. I do legit hope you can go back to comfy lifting and drawing, no matter what. If you need an ear or shoulder, smol is tough enough now to help ya up

Gabriele

Having answers beats not knowing, especially as you finally at least have a line of sight on how to heal. But I can only imagine how tough it still has to be. I'm wishing you all the best. I'm here to support you in whatever little way I can.

Lurkybot3k

The fact that knowing has given you some form of relief is a small victory in itself. We're behind you, Baer. However this journey goes and whatever parts of it you choose to share or not, thank you for thinking of us. Above all, we need you to do what's best for you right now. Face this thing with teeth bared. You've got this. ❤️🐻❤️

Jesterjacks

As someone who has benign brain tumors, I understand the turmoil of going through so many things to find an answer. I'm happy that you got your diagnosis and I hope you will be improving from here. Sending positive vibes <3

Dissonance

Not an easy battle. Good luck and I wish you a speedy recovery, friend. 🍀

D-Rex

I'm so happy for you that you got closer to finding out what's wrong! Best of luck!