Vent post: You can ignore it. Sorry for the inconvenience (Patreon)

Hello there guys!

I'm sorry for make you all worry about me with my last status updates. Right now I'm feeling better than the past days; now I'll tell you why I'm feeling down and depressed. 

First of all, I want you all to keep this post as something between us, bc you all are my top supporters, and you must know why I'm delaying some post/commissions/request.... And I'll include some names. 

As you can see, I've post this tweet recently: https://twitter.com/Rinku_Bny/status/1423778792171089924

For you all those who sent me your kind words: Thank you, thank you so much.

Returning to the subject, the main person for whom I have become like this is an artist who has taken a lot of relevance lately. I still remember that on some occasion I got to commission him, and I was so happy. We started talking, we started making collaborations: https://www.patreon.com/posts/camilla-and-50123443

Yes, I'm talking about him. 

We did a lot of collabs, but when he suddenly grow up with his numbers, everything changed... Suddenly he began to tell me that he would be in charge of the processes and it would be better for me ... As a good friend, I did not see that he made me see myself as someone inferior, so I agreed, because I wanted to work with him, beyond learning something https://sta.sh/015bffz9wno2

Suddenly he began to criticize my friends in an indirect way... https://sta.sh/02bvt1lz76jz

And not only them, he started to criticize me bc I'm a woman... https://sta.sh/019wa8bhq46

And he never stop talking about numbers when before he always talk about help small artist, and do activities for charity and help for them https://sta.sh/0143o0nxh38u

As his "friend" I only always cheered him on ...

He cancelled our last collab, which I was excited for... https://sta.sh/010mw4ab4soh

After this... I didn't receive any birthday greeting... any message, anything... and you know... I felt used, used by his ego to grow it up... and that really broke my heart...

I'm sorry for this post... But I need to keep it out from my mind. 

Thanks for you support and again, I'm sorry for this drama...