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Anna Sim

Thank you for protecting us 🙂❤️

Ant

open relationships confuse you and your running away from parts of yourself by being in them, so he was purposely trying to confuse you, nuts. Glad you stuck at it 💪🏽

Rastislav

Thank you Becky. There was something very important you mentioned which caught my attention. Some people join FTL to learn and grow, and some people join to get an assurance or protection. And the latter can potentially lead to a stagnation, which happened to me before, when people become a little bit too comfortable with where they are. And it's not easy to spot it, when it happens to someone.

Darina

Love you Becky! Thank you so much for your authenticity and openness, you are a pillar of strength and such an inspiration. I’m so so glad I found you, I’m one of “ George’s people” 😆 I’m forever grateful to George for doing that interview with you, you’ve been life changing for me. I’ve stopped listening to anyone else now ( podcasts, YouTube), I have tried but there is always something missing.. I’ve stopped reading books, I see manipulation and lies everywhere . Just living my life and looking inward at myself., and loving the healing groups with you. Thank you so much!❤️❤️❤️

Nikki

Such a special group, love this video Becky ❤️

Laughdancer

I almost watched last night’s blooper video you posted and I got a message, nope not tonight, lol. I could hardly sleep last night, it felt like a buzzing. It’s been happening a lot and it disturbs my sleep too. It’s rather annoying. Hearing about your trauma is so raw. How Totto used your trauma to trigger you is disturbing to look back and see exactly how he used your trauma to keep you destabilized, yet so eye opening. I don’t want to be narcissistic but many times I’ve had to disconnect from people who don’t want to share love. From friends to family to neighbors and jobs. I don’t want to just run away but disconnecting feels right. Like if other people don’t want to share the love and multiply it, there’s nothing to create with them.

s.j.

🧡🧡🧡

Erin

I'm somebody who came over from George and am so grateful to have found you!! <3 Thank you for protecting us all and allowing us to join the FTL family.

Lorna Maguire

Wow you just look so beautiful and strong and capable and right in your power ❤️

Lorna Maguire

And these inhuman people are so disgusting. I’m so grateful to you that they don’t trigger me because I learned they are not even human. I’m also so sorry as I know how much you loved him ❤️ I think you also kept it small because you were growing and learning with us. You never act like a guru but your presence in my life has been so fundamental to my growth and also the friends I met along the way. 🌈

Emilia Lindgren

Oh man, I can so relate Becky. So much sexual trauma in my past and I never liked sex. It terrified me and I would have heinous panic attacks for years if I tried to have sex. It’s better now but it’s still something I have to constantly deal with. It takes a life time to get over… I really really feel you on that one. You have so much strength to keep walking g with everything g you’ve been through. I also feel like FTL is a beautiful family. I fantasize about getting us all together in a place somewhere so we can all meet and everyone can meet you. It would be lovely 😊

Tina Marie

Oh my, a man like Toto came into my life which nearly destroyed me, but since healing, taught me so much too. This guy did exactly the same, tried to get me to sleep with other people, put me in situations where I felt extremely uncomfortable, manipulate me into taking drugs, lied constantly, then create blazing rows because I’d refuse to do what he wanted. He always said he loved me and if I loved him as much I’d do these bizarre things . A friend once called the police as he feared for my life, that’s how abusive this guy got at times, it was horrendous. He always said he wanted a large family, and then after 3 years I fell pregnant and he wanted me to have an abortion, so he lied, like he did about everything. I decided to keep my son, but my pregnancy wasn’t good due to the verbal and mental abuse. Thankfully when my son was born I found the courage to kick this person out of my life, due to him sleeping with young girls whilst I was in hospital having his baby. I felt that same freedom after that ended, although I had new challenges as a single parent, but nothing compared to what I had been through. So I do feel for you Becky, it’s not nice to go through. Glad to hear you’re in a better place now, as am I ☺️🙏🏼✨

:Sheri-Lyn: Kelley

I’m so thankful that FTL came across my reality. I feel like you’re my sister and I’ve found someone from “home”. Truth resonates. Much love to you.