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Bonjour!

That is all the French I know! Bonjour Bonjour Bonjour and Bonjour. I will learn something new everyday..i hope.

I have come to France to eat, break fears, learn to drive on the wrong side of the wrong, eat some more and probably piss off some french people in the process.

I travelled to France today with the kids and Waffle. We started yesterday and its been go go go getting here. Putting all my household furniture into storage and handing over the keys was a massive task in itself. I did it with the help of two strong Italian men and some lovely cleaners. Still super stressful. I did have to pack the whole house up and deal with the craziness of my life.

My house or ex house is under target. Being alive in this world is a threat to others and beknown to me that my presence in this reality isn't something that others like. I feel that its my content and it makes people unhappy and they wish to stop that process. Destroy me completely but I'm rather competitive and belief in freedom and a better reality for me and my family keeps me going. I have learnt to keep going even with the constant barrage of attacks. I swear, getting my brain fried every night isn't fun. Not moaning just sometimes having a good bitch helps me feel better.

I left the house and had a holiday up north in the UK at the beginning of the year, and realised the intensity of the attacks completely went away. It then came to me that travelling would be an amazing idea to get away from these energetic attacks and be free. It all started with an idea, listened to my heart and actioned it. I listened and now I am sitting in this cute little french house, eating pasta and drinking wine. I love listening to my heart.

Getting here was rather stressful, as leading up to this event, my landlord wanted to take my house deposit, Waffle got badly burnt from a groomer and the car mechanic warned me that there was a high possibility that I would be highjacked at Calais and to tip the toilet staff at petrol stations, as they are connected to the Romanian mafia. My car mechanic told me (with a straight face) not to be scared while telling me his horror stories of France

Although there was situations that was causing me to stay in the UK, it was also the same the other way. I cant rent a house. The government have changed the renting laws and fxxked over every self-employed person making impossible to a rent a house. Looks like I will have to buy a house, as that road seem actually easier. The UK government have actually forced me out of the country unless I buy a house. Crazy!

I got my deposit back from my landlord, but I had to be not so nice Becky and turned into bitch Becky. It was rather an amazing experience. Being a bitch worked to my surprise and after threatening to stay till May as per my contract, my landlord gave in and said that he would give me back my deposit. I just had to threatened him with a lie as I had no plans of staying. It was a very proud moment for myself. My daughter felt it was slight blackmail but we will push that under the carpet. Greed was his main intention and I had already paid his mortgage for 5 years and his house was in a better condition now compared to when I started the tenancy. His greed was what failed him, I just made it very difficult for him to gain from his greed.

Waffle, 2 trips to the vets, antibiotics, creams and painkillers he is now on the mend and I will be taking the groomer to a small claims court. That women shouldn't be working with dogs. I mediated with her and she is in complete denial that it was her doing and blamed me and then started to blame the vets. At that point, I realised that her survival tackics although completely off the wall is what she is clinging onto to not take any responsibility for her dangerous shaving skills. I thought that it is best to start a court claim on her so I will be able to exercise my bitch skills once again. I feel these skills do need to be practiced. Its part of my masculine side that have been damped down over the years by people pleasing and fear of people reacting to me in a negative way. I seem to be able to fight very strong on the psychic side of my life but that is my heart, the physical side is more the masculine side of the brain.I don't know if its my age or just I have had enough of arsehole taking advantage or not taking responsibility for their actions. Im not letting anyone get away with screwing me over anymore.

I use to write blogs back in the day, in fact it was my first communication to you all about the weird world we live in. A lot has happened then. I started a you tube channel, patreon, all the social media, courses, seminars etc etc. Also left a marriage, started dating a psychopath and now really running away from the attacks from the psychopath. Life has been eventful!

I want to write, so I thought I would share me and add to patreon, keep a connection and I seem to be able to communicate a part of me that may not show in my videos.

What I am trying to work out at the moment is the psychopath or ex partner or the thing that keeps attacking his connection to the CIA. He is a reptilian hybrid. This means his brain is way more aligned with technology then his actual consciousness, and this has limited his own consciousness and therefore these people funnel light from others. I have used many names for this man including hybrid reptilian, arsehole and now psychopath. All the same person, but these people all work the same. The technology links them all together and the CIA have a connection with them all. Their spines are like a antenna which links them up to the CIA and each other. I suspect many of them don't know they are handled, but they are. This connection will be severed. Not sure how yet but when this is severed, the arseholes/psychopath/hybrids that we see on the TV, politicians, royals etc etc will loose their handler (CIA) and be free. I'm sure many will have no idea what to do with themselves as we are here to be guided by our hearts not technology. These people haven't learnt that but I do see the ego being broken and this destroys them all. Its just their ego that is keeping them going from what I can see.

This will help the rest of humanity rise even more. Good hearted people will be heard as we are all here to help each other evolve, not destroy, abuse or manipulate.

Ill keep you updated

Big hugs everyone.

Rebecca

P.s I didn't get hijacked by the mafia or see any toilet cleaners linked to the mafia although I will keep my eyes on the look out.

Pps. Any spelling mistakes, there is no need to point them out. I am learning french and impossible to brush up my english skills as well. Im crap at English, if you see any just be proud that you have good english abilities. Be proud!