LENA OUR bestfriend. (Patreon)

Today I lost OUR best friend Lena. I typed out "my best friend" but as I reread this I realized a lot of you my FAMILY also enjoyed seeing her every week on our videos as she would constantly want to sit with me and watch KPOP. The vet appointment turned out to be my worst nightmare as they told me both of her kidneys were no good and that her failed kidneys were the cause of her pain and discomfort. They told me the most humane thing to do was say goodbye to her today so I made the hard choice of choosing what was best for her and not for me. Lena was my first cat as I grew up mostly with dogs. Some of you know the story but I adopted her in Hawaii when I was living there. I was lonely but also working a lot so I knew a dog wasn't going to work but a self-sufficient cat might. Turns out Lena was more dog than cat as she would follow me everywhere and sleep beside me every single night. Some of you know this feeling as pet owners but Lena wasn't a cat to me she was more like my daughter. Every single night for the past 7 years she was sleeping right beside me and every morning she was saying good morning (sometimes not in the best way like biting my feet 😂) She was truly the best cat anyone could ask for. I know you all care about me like Lena cared about me so when I say I'll need some time to heal before jumping back into vids I know you all will respond like FAMILY and say "take all the time you need" but I think the best way to heal is to be around my FAMILY and laugh with you all again so I'll probably take a week tops to heal. I'm not rushing back at all so no worries but I plan to give myself a couple days. I truly appreciate and love you all. She would want me to be happy and watching vids again so I will be back to our normal schedule soon ❤️💜