Textual hazy arousal (Patreon)

Hi cutie

I’m lying in bed after a long day, physically exhausted from a workout.

My arms ache, my chest is sore, my neck tense, it’s awful. It’s as if the very air in the room pushes down on me. Pinning me down. My body impossibly heavy.

It hurts.

But even with these aches, even with this invisible force against my body, I can’t help but move a little.

See sweets, my day wasn’t just full of physical activity - my mind too, has been busy. Imagining. Not through my own will, but instead through intrusive heartbeats of arousal. Nothing satiating of course, not a full daydream rich in detail, with purpose to let my mind explore and eventually give in to my body.. but instead vivid moments of sharp, overwhelming need.

A mouth breathing against my skin.

Fingers running through my hair.

Hips against mine.

A voice encouraging me to give in.

Eyes - too obvious in their intent.

The sweet sound of moans against my mouth as I thrust more cum inside, over and over again, satiating us.

Even writing it down now I feel my breath growing heavy and hot. Each lungful only pushing me further back into that space. A space of need. Of craving.

Maybe if my body was less spent, I would move a hand between my legs - but instead I settled with a light swaying.

Grinding.

Pushing myself into the soft pillow.

It feels good.

I wish it was not a pillow.

I wish it was something else.

We both know what I want.

It’s here. Here in this warm, hungry torment that I leave you. I’ll continue being here, miserable in my desire, although now a little less so. Happy to have shared a piece of my hunger with you.

🤍