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an emotional ramble [Crunch Time] [Watched a movie so now I'm sappy] (Patreon)

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2025-01-12 03:42:27
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thank you for listening ❤️there's a lot of thing that I share, and there's a lot of things I don't share. I'll likely ramble more about content creation this year, and maybe continue reading books that interest me, listen and share music that moves me, or just ramble a little incoherently to you after watching movies that make me cry.

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Phantasm Cat

You are forever valid to hold the rambles you wish to keep to yourself close to your heart. We don't need to share every little bit that runs through our brain all the time, and that's okay. It's safe to keep it to yourself. You're okay 🫂 Whatever you share, whatever you don't share, whatever form of art you wish to create that moves you, however silly and heartfelt and hornbally you are, we are there to witness you on this journey and appreciate every moment of it all. At least, know that in this part of the world, I will. Stay safe, meow meow. Thank you 💙

Anubis

sorry for the long message but I know it can feel overwhelming when you're lost in your own head, especially when you're pouring yourself into something you love that also challenges you. It’s okay to feel this way, it just shows how much you care! I want you to remember that while some people might love you for just the incredible things you're known for, there are so many of us who are here for you, the whole crunch (I would say the whole you, but we don't know you personally so I will keep the boundaries). We see and appreciate the little quirks, the moments that make you unique, and everything that makes you crunchy. You’re not just inspiring people with what you do, you’re inspiring us by being yourself. Take your time, breathe, and know that it’s okay to stumble and feel that way. We’re here cheering for you every step of the way! You’ve got this 🪴 BIG KISS

Felideya

As a very emotional, lost in my own head person myself... yes, I can relate. There's so much I could say, but my goodness are words difficult sometimes. You're the most wonderful, unique stranger I've ever came across, and I care too. As much as I can allow myself to care about someone I don't actually know (which is still a lot). Thank you for sharing this side of you. You're beautiful. Every part of you, every emotion, your words, your music... all of it is beautiful. ❤️🫂

larrylia

Thanks for sharing this. Plucked my heartstrings, I don't know why. I'm not sure how much longer you want to do this. But I want to be close to all sides of the Crunchy. You and your creation mean so much to me 💜 Thank you.

Mari

I can’t quite get my words out right now, so I’ll just say that I get you, I really get you love (story of my life caring to the detriment of myself lol); and that I’m sending you hugs, always, darling 🫂🤍

leithskye

You are a beautiful soul. You have given us this incredible gift of choosing to share parts of yourself with strangers. I think we're incredibly lucky to be given a glimpse into your mind and heart through your music, words, stories and musings. How amazing that strangers can impact each other in these ways! It can be quite magical. You can probably tell that those who follow you the most have no problem with the healthy boundaries you keep, nor begrudge you your wish to keep some things for yourself and to engage in self-care. We are simply lucky to have someone as creative, caring, funny and philosophical as you desiring to make us feel good. Sending hugs and little kisses across the miles to you. --Lissa37

Labrini

Thank you for sharing this, and thank you for always sharing so many parts of yourself with us. It’s your right to decide what you keep for yourself and what you share with us, and we will never demand anything. You are amazing, Crunch. You're such a sweet and kind soul, and you always do your best to make us feel good, comfortable, and make us laugh. Thank you. I do think a lot, sometimes to the point of exhaustion, and I do get over-emotional. That's why I try to be silly most of the time—trying to balance my more emotional side. Thank you, take care. <3

Acedia

As listeners we should never demand more than you're willing and able to give. Full stop. (That should apply to about any person or situation really.) You always seem to have an infinite supply of kisses tho, so I'll take as many as I can get away with 💕. I will defend radio Crunch till the end. Some of us like jamming out and playing with the emotes! But more importantly you're having a great time doing that, and that's what makes it a great time for us. Strictly looking at numbers, yeah like 20-30 people left, but more importantly 70-80 ish people stayed and like a quarter of them are making the geese dance lol But I'm neither a content creator nor great at managing my own runaway thoughts so maybe don't mind me too much. Thank you for the update 💙

Ellis

Everyone else has said it better than I could but thank you for sharing this and we'll listen to anything you have to say, even emotional rambles and whenever you don't want to share things as well, we will understand 💜

Jackie S.

Oh Cromch. *holds tears and gives virtual hugs* the wonderful people here just said it all… but know this: we will listen. To whatever you feel like sharing. And we will care and enjoy. Thank you for giving us a whole universe of cozyness, music, culture, good vibes and good moments✨✨✨

althea ♫︎

Maybe one day all my 'grateful for you' messages will add up to how much my heart actually appreciates the content you put out (and your intentions behind them) But rn, they're still not enough.. they're far from enough 😌 So thank YOU, thank you for sharing parts of yourself with us, handsome dude behind the mic (and guitaaa!!) Thank you for loving, caring and still being here. 🫶 Might be weird but I find it cute when you tell us about things you decide on not sharing. 🤭 Like you usually say, "you keep your secrets." I imagined giving you a hand kiss, a cheek kiss and a forehead kiss while listening to this. Feel free to take them if you'd like 🤭💗 Love ya, Cruncher!

Ss H

Everyone here is so lovely, I don't have much more to offer except to say that most content creators in this genre only post 3 times a month total. It's completely acceptable for you to do far less than you're currently doing. You're very special and there's really no one like you out there. Your audience knows that and isn't going to leave you for setting boundaries. Take care 🩷

bee!

❤️❤️

Kristy L

So, I'm new to this world but honestly, one of the best investments ever.

Laura_Dark_Knight

I really appreciate you sharing your thoughts that you do share and your captivating music🎸❤️ Your words make us feel good and I am grateful for that🌼sending you gentle thoughts and lots of little kisses.<33 (I hugged you in my thoughts. Hope you felt the squeeze.) 🫂❤️

Vergil

Thank you for being here 🩵 And thank you for sharing yourself with us. We can only ever hope to bear witness to what you choose to share, being 100% you. And we are thankful, always, for the glimpses of life you present to us, shimmering bow or not. We are here whenever you need us; it's only fair being there when we need you most... I hope you are well, Crunch. Stay sweet and stay safe. 🌹 (PS - that guitar intro was beautiful, when will the full version go on pre-order? 😉)

honeybug

All the hugs, kisses and good feelings and a million thank you's for being here and sharing with us what you like to share 💙💙💙🫂 we are so lucky and we appreciate you so much 🫶

LittleRedFoxAnna

Thanks for sharing how you feel. I’m usually just a lurker. But Imma give you a virtual hug. I enjoy your content a lot, even the text rants and writings, it’s beautiful. I love how you carry you words and how your mind thinks about different kind of topics and please do know that you shouldn’t do what you don’t want to or uncomfortable with. You have such a sweet and caring soul and thank you for providing us with contents that comfort and make us feel happy. Please take care of yourself.

kaiya

I’m very new here but have been having the best time listening to what you’ve shared and created—it’s such a positive, beautiful space here and I’m not great with words but just wanted to say thank you and send virtual hugs along with everyone else ✨✨✨ 🫶🏽

Ari

I’ve been a long time lurker, I don’t really know why I’ve finally broken the threshold and started commenting this year, but here goes nothing. You’ve always been on my mind, Crunchy. I worry about you randomly and hope you’re doing okay. The “dance, monkey, dance” demands are something I’ve seen across multiple fandoms and it makes me worry for content creators a lot. You are right, people unfortunately forget the content creators they love are also human with their own capabilities and limitations. I think it goes with all content creators and public figures that the parasocial relationships developed by the fans often demands more than humanely possible. I won’t go into a whole ramble on consumerism, but the constant need to consume more and more and more content is concerning at the least, and often dehumanizing for the creator. I don’t know if this issue will ever be fixed, but you seem to have a good fanbase that will support you in all of your endeavors with the same kindness and praise you often provide to us. Of course it hurts to be rejected. That’s the human part of you, and I thank you for sharing that vulnerability with all of us here. I think anyone would feel hurt when they pour so much time and effort into something they love only for someone they’re created it for to not like it. Even if that’s not the case, it still hurts to have the bravery to be your true and authentic self, only for people to reject it and want something else from you. As much as people are allowed to like and dislike what they consume, you’re also allowed to feel hurt from the rejection. This is a little space you’ve created and curated over the years, worked so hard on, and poured so much time and energy into. It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling, Crunchy.

filthylunamor

Just listened to this one. I'm a very emotional person too, so I tend to take care of myself in any way that's possible, and to the length I'm truly able to. So I do understand, and I also have felt these past months of knowing you throughout what you decide to share with us, that you are really authentic. There's always the question of --- how much of it really is authentic and, my heart tells me that all of it is to some extent. That personally scares me, if I'm honest, because I tend to fall in love as quickly as you've shared that you fall in love, Crunchy ("just a smile, just a look, and I'm done...", I remember you saying in an emotional 4th wall break // roleplay). So I would definitely stay away from that idea. Shouldn't I? But I can't help feeling we're so similar. You don't know me, of course. But I do. And I don't know you but you do. And somehow somewhere between those two, a truth emerges. A truth I'd want you to realize too. I would say you should stop doing something if it's painful. It's not worth it if it hurts you. I do understand the gratefulness that comes with being heard. It's a very human necessity. I love Bob Dylan in a very special way & since I was 12/13, twenty years ago already. Oh, life goes on. Everything changes, just like you said. I will never meet you, it really is unlikely, but if I could say just one thing about it, it would be that it is quite painful to me too... listening to a man that I adore but not know and will never know. I do appreciate the chance of at least listening to you. But I'm just one more. On the list. Of listeners. I do, I do, I do understand how lonely things can get. Hope you are well, x

hollie

🥹 🫂 I like hearing you play - like when there are little bits of your music sprinkled in the beginning or end of your audios. I’m here to consume whatever you make that makes you happy. That’s what makes me happy. 🥰