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Morning ramble is rambly (and long..) [SFW] [Rambles] [Morning voice] [Memories] [Cat interruption] [Existentialism] [Death] [Poverty] [Formative years] [Sexuality] [Polyamory] (Patreon)

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2023-05-09 17:32:06
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2024-05-06 00:15:41
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Hi! Thank you for the suggestions this morning. I recorded this shortly after, and had some things to do today before I could come back to post it. But here's a ramble! It actually covers some topics that I usually avoid for several reasons, but I decided that it can be worth while for myself to sometimes allow these topics to pop up too. They're things I talk about normally anyway, they're just not as simple for me to formulate. Also! If [death] and consciousness talks freak you out a little. You can skip those parts (they're in the beginning, I mention it when it's about to come up) - there's plenty of other topics I talk about in here.Please let me know what you think? Hugs <3

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Phantasm Cat

Thanks for the rambles, Crunchy! Sending many hugs back, and will return with some thoughts as well 💙 stay safe, meow meow!

Ange

Thank you, Crunchy, this was a great listen from start to end. I do like morning voice. And my vote is yes to heartbeats ❤️

Hannah

I’m out with my mother but I will be listening to this tonight while I game 😌 Also, thank you Cruncy for being so open and vulnerable with us and taking our suggestions into consideration. It means a lot 😚

Vivitorie

Listened to it while doing my chores and loved it so much! It never ceases to amaze me how right listening to your voice feels. Thanks for the ramble and keeping me company 🩷

Phantasm Cat

Crunchy, thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to record this sweet ramble. I love how you're comfortable enough to show us this side of you, an insightful perspective of your vulnerabilities along with a deeper understanding of how your brain works. Especially with such topics that can be hard to bring up and formulate, it's still cherished and understood from this corner of the universe~ Again, thank you! Sending many many hugs to you and everyone here (and a quick note, my childhood involved crayfish with my grandma and cousins instead of snails. Always walking along muddy riverbanks and lakes to catch them. Rough times, but fond and happy memories 💙)

Ange

One more comment, as a long time patron “we bought that mic” made my heart so happy. Happy to be part of the team 💕

yellow seong

Thank you for your ramble, Crunchy 💛 LMAO THE COSPLAY ONE IS LEGIT AF I would never wear anything I wear in cosplay irl I mean I wear short skirts and shorts, sure. But in cosplay? Anything that is short CAN BE SHORTER. For everyday casual attire, I'd rather hide my chest by wearing oversized shirts or something from the guys section. The most I can do is maybe a square neckline. But in cosplay? Best believe I'd have my tits out. Not really. My cleavage, though, yes. Contoured and formed perfectly I would say. Ugh, creating memories with people in new places (especially when I travel alone) is something that I wish I could do but it's so hard for me to strike a conversation. I technically can but I'm always afraid of being a bother. When I go on trips, my mum would often call to tease me if I've spoken to a person already 🥲 This was quite a personal audio and I guess thank you for trusting us with these little bits of your life. I'm so proud of you for knowing whether you want to be medicated for therapy or not because I wish people would feel less anxious in voicing out their thoughts about it since it's not really that easy to challenge a professional about their professional opinions especially with your own treatment ((im people)). And yes, you're doing great, sweetie 💛💛 I'm glad you can share your voice with us 😗

 PS. I vote yes please for heartbeats 🥺

Mrs. Dubose

I can't take time to write a lengthy response right this second, but I did want to say one thing before I forgot. The part about how you cried when you saw your Dad smoking was so relatable. There's something extremely jarring about seeing a parent as a separate autonomous being for the first time, especially when you're young and your only reference point is them in their comfortable established role within the family unit. It's almost like they're suddenly a stranger. Very disorienting, and I can sympathize with little Crunch being upset about this. Sometimes existence and how we all relate to each other as humans is scary and difficult. Thank you for being so open in this ramble. You're a good egg, Crunch. 🤍 I'll be back later with more thoughts probably because this one has my wheels turning (in a good way).

Acedia

Light switches are sometimes a good 'reality check'. For whatever reason they don't always work right in dreams. I'm self aware enough to know that I'm too selfish and jealous to be polyamorous lol. I imagine all the relationships involved would have to be healthy and secure for that to really work. The snail thing sounds kinda like a crawfish/crawdad boil. We used to live right on a creek and my dad would set out traps for them in the water. But they were just kinda fun to catch ourselves. We haven't been able to do that in years tho. Heartbeats? Yes!🥰 A long Danish sleep aid? Amazing💕 can't wait.

Lindsay Graff

I could comment on basically this entire ramble and every subject it covered but honestly, it made me slightly too emotional at several points and I'm just gonna leave it alone. Lol 👍💯

Autumn Sunset

Sleep-Aid with heartbeats ✅ 💗

CarelessWhisper

This was a lovely ramble. I love your morning voice 😍. I look at my hands for a reality check. I use it mostly for when I'm having nightmares and it works great. I can lucid dream sometimes but I don't like to because for me there's a thin line between lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis 👹And I'd rather not never if I can help it. This was wonderfully intimate and endearing and I just think you're wonderful. Thank you for spending time with us ❤️ Oh! Heartbeats please!

Rachel

ohh okay sexy morning voice

agaslumbers

nooo why did you stop recording, I could listen to this for another almost-an-hour 😁 A couple of random light hearted thoughts: 💭 I feel ya on the "trying to stick to schedule but brain making it impossible" problem :/ it's difficult anyway, but especially when you are doing creative stuff 💭 I loooove buying second-hand stuff, like the adrenaline I get from finding a good deal? Unparalleled. But I prefer browsing websites and marketplaces than going to the stores 💭 ahh I really hoped the option with the song would win the poll, like imagine all the sads 😁 but alas! I like the morning voice, it's very rumbly 🥰 and hey, thanks for being so open in this ramble, Crunchy 💛

Vergil

I love these. Yay for morning voice. Thank you. 🌹🌹

Hannah

Coming back to this because I completely forgot to comment about the Pedro Pascal thing, cause I am absolutely in LOVE with him right now and I love that you also appreciate him 🥰

0

Love, it's a pity that I can't understand much of what you're saying, but I'm happy to be able to admire the timbre of your presence ♡♡♡

Nan

I could sit here all day and listen to you talk about anything and never get tired of it

Mary Eakins

Hi from a new(er) fan. My dad was just the same - kind but sensitive. I know I got that from him. A tender heart, which is beautiful and yet also quite fragile. It's something I've had to reconcile

Megan (Megabyte)

I can't say that I've experienced lucid dreaming as such, but I did have a period in my life when I was on a prescription drug (for nerve damage) and I could experience physical pain during dreaming. That was something else, and gladly forgotten. [Edit: In addition to the later part of your ramble, I call myself a pansexual. My pet peeve though, is that when people find out that you have the ability to be attracted to ANY human, the assumption becomes that you are attracted to ALL humans. A heterosexual doesn't find all opposite gendered people attractive, there still has to be "the right features", is you catch my drift. I'm just saying that, I could fall in love with, or find someone sexually attractive without them needing to fall into a set sexuality or gender. And don't get me started on the insipid cooking pan lust jokes *face palm*] Accents: I can relate to the English accent, when not English, haha. I am Australian, but my father is English (emigrated at 21). I don't like the "ocker" Aussie accent, and I've always made a deal about correct pronunciation and I often get asked if I'm from England, but no - apart from a fleeting 2 week visit at the age of 14 with my Dad, I am only English via ancestry.

Miss Lilac

The urge to create a patreon specifically dedicated to responses (?) to Crunchy s rambles lol My friendships are few and far between but usually rooted in some sort of ‘morbid’ bond over shared traumatic experiences/memories and philosophical tangents 🤩

Pear

Enjoyed the ramble, your voice is very calming 😊

Ellis

loved this ramble! i could listen to you all day i freaked out a little bit when you said you'd been to england especially birmingham, since i visit there quite often to meet friends. i also love/hate your english accent lmaoo

ash~

i love your rambles!!! kind of still spacing out in the morning but its very nice~ growing up poor definitely affected my relationships with people when i moved to a more upscale city and interacting with rich people… i felt very disconnected with their lifestyle but i was happy to be invited and involved with them. im not sure if it was because i was raised in a poor country that im very sparing with spending money, but i can relate to how the experiences and the people makes a much more difference in my enjoyment/ quality of life rather than material things. i still sort of feel guilty when i do splurge on some things, but i realized that it is worth it to let yourself feel luxurious once in a while when it boosts your mentality. family troubles are things that i feel i have to work on at this time, and probably for a while, and thank you for sharing your experiences. regarding polyamory, i always thought that if i could find a person that i enjoy spending time with and find even more, that would be the greatest thing, because i find it even hard just to find one… sexuality- wise, i find myself admiring people that i cant rly categorize, i would say i would categorize them as ‘pretty’ but thats is very subjective to everyone. i find topics like these very important in connecting with people, and i very much enjoyed and appreciate your openness to them. i hope you had a nice morning! much love to u~