December update (Patreon)

So, you all probably noticed nothing has happened here until today. For that I am incredibly sorry, I hope you all know this isn't my usual and I generally don't like when artists are incredible inactive on a patreon or have dead months that they still charge for.I have been working on Date 2 pages, but I know that doesn't fulfill the expectations of what I should be doing for most of you supportive folks. I do have 2 pics that I just want to write a lil something for as I can do that outside of my usual art time.

Feel incredibly terrible and guilty. I am torn, I know I may be overthinking this but I feel like I'm letting alot of you down but I desperately want (and hope as time taken per page is alot) to at least get the Date 2's first arc done before Christmas. IDK, I know I'm sorta just blurting thoughts out, but I don't know if I should just hope to get the date 2's first arc done then, hope to get all my patron level pics done in the last week of the year, if I should just pause the patreon again so you guys' membership will just hold until new art can be supplied or if this is just the poor balance of things.