fishing (Patreon)

This was supposed to be a fun and happy drawing for myself, but it went horribly wrong. I know that artists should draw something for themselves at least sometimes, instead of exclusively commissions, but I ended up feeling even more hurt and devastated.. I don't know why this happens, I have trouble drawing my own OC, as if I'm not supposed to be an artistIt is quite terrifying to not have any sense of belonging after so many years