demo no.47: 'left behind' (Patreon)

here we go! the first demo I've made in my new stoooooooodio. it's about ABANDONMENT ! fun ! as always let me know what you think guys. love u! x

I’m clinging onto you so tight, I know it hurts just a little

You say, we will be alright, I have my doubts 

But it’s better to be holding you 

While you pass through 

Than not holding you at all

An elephant is in the room, don’t look! and don’t try to feed it

You always want me on your terms, you can’t have your cake and eat it

I don’t want you 

To go without me

But when you do 

Could you-ooo, put yourself in my shoes?

Oh I know this feeling

i’m so tired of being 

Left behind 

awake, in bed, in my own head 

one day rolls into another 

it looks like you’ve been having fun

at least that’s what i told my mother 

maybe it’s better to not have someone at all

then no one else can let you down 

when they forget to call 

I keep having this weird dream where you’re about to go to war

And I’m just left there in the kitchen, sort of staring at the door

I think I’m done with this

cause if you’ve got no one 

at least you’ve got no one to miss