first draft february no11: this part (Patreon)

hey! here's my first draft feb for today. one more to go before the month is up! wowza. crazy times.

by the way, I'ma hit 'charge for this post' on this one, just in case I forget to on the next. just for clarity & to remind y'all: this month I decided to give you these 12 first draft feb ideas instead of one big finished demo! my plan is to go back to one more finished demo a month from march onwards, though I'll still be regularly uploading voice memos/scraps of songs in progress from now on. this year is all about writing for me :)

let me know what u think of this one! it was fun to write. I sort of picture it like an intro / transition track in an album

lyrics: 

am I the only one who’s a little scared right now?

the world I thought was mine is a little lost right now

and I had these great ambitious but they’re gone somehow 

so I, for one, am I staying right here on my couch

oh is there nothing you can say

to make it a little easier?

when I feel crazy I just praaaaay

to god though I don’t believe in him

and iiii don’t like this though I know it’s true

when the real life hits I just get so blue 

cause I’m right in the middle and I’ve had enough 

oh take me back 

I don’t like this part of growing up