demo no.49: 'do you mind?' (Patreon)

hey friends ! here is your april demo (only the lockdown could make me deliver a demo nOT on the last day of the month). hope you like! feedback welcoooooome. v proud of this one I think I have finally crACKEd how to make my piano sound good! 

shoutout to all new patrons who have signed up in the last few weeks. you are so welcome here and I hope I can provide some musical distraction :))

lyrics:

come take it all 

I wanna know

if you’re trying to be honest

then why’d you break your promise?

you said you were mine

I wanna fall 

for you again 

so much easier the first time 

long before the decline

you forgot, that you said you were mine

how are you? so 

mechanical

I was crying you just nodded

was it everything you wanted?

when you fell into her arms

do you mind?

if don’t stop by 

cause when I close my eyes 

i think of you beside her 

it’s a tired reminder 

of what I didn’t wanna know 

now I don’t cry

like I used to cry 

cause the time kept passing

and I just stopped asking how you were 

you took it all

you went away

left me running round in circles 

told me I should be assertive

so let’s go 

you said you were mine

can’t believe you didn’t fight it

dug a hole and hid inside it 

how are you so undecided still?

so do you mind?