demo no.62: 'am I not enough for you?' (Patreon)

HEY SECRET DEMO CLUB! my sincerest apologies for your may demo being a few days late - I have had a truly chaotic past week filming a music video (ah) which took over my brain and body in the most visceral way but I finally had some time today to finish this lil demo baby off.

if you follow me on instagram you'll have seen I got a new drum machine and naturally I hopped right on that to bring you this tune. it's like.. somewhere between a party and a temper tantrum?

let me know what you think ! also - earmark next wednesday, June 9th as a VERY IMPORTANT DAY. like big announcement.. like.. yes. THAT ANNOUNCEMENT. 

LYRICS:

I wanna know why everything in my life goes wrong

every lyric i write every single stupid song

i wanna be one of those people who can brush it all off

how does it feel, how does it feel to you?

i wanna know why everything in my life goes wrong

I’ve had a nightmare of a day I can’t just turn it on

I can’t be your mother, annoying little brother

Your shoulder to cry on and then straight away a lover

AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?

AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?

(guess not)

I wanna know why you always want me in a dress

you wish that I could settle down and talk a little less

When I was younger I gave too much of a fuck

Now I make up for all the lost time saying babe don’t push your luck

Everybody’s telling me I shouldn’t make an enemy

And I could be the person you could love

But I don’t wanna waste your time

And I don’t wanna waste my time

thinking

AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?

AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?

i give you everything, and you give me nothing back

AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?