demo no.67: 'both can be true' (Patreon)

hey spooksters. you know what's scary? the moment when u realise that just because a relationship is right does not mean it's easy. sometimes it is heavy and sometimes it is haRD WORK - that's what this song is about.

as always, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this demo below. I had a lot of fun writing this on a new guitar (I'll tell u about that next week) in my new studio (I'll tell u about that too). I was feeling pretty emo this week and wanted to write something dark, something that would feel at home on one of those old twilight soundtracks. 

as always you can download the mp3 to keep below or stream straight from the patreon website or mobile app - the app also allows u to save the tracks to play offline. :) 

love u! x

lyrics:

you make me feel high

you make me feel blue

i’m stuck in between

frozen, and feeling everything

oh make no mistake

i fucking love you

but this shit is hard

I guess that both can be true

good god

i hate the feeling of letting you down

but i taste it every day

i’m caught

at the end of the phone with nothing to say

stun locked

i’m going nowhere

but does that make it worse in a way worse in a way

knowing that i’m going nowhere, nowhere

you make me feel high

you make me feel blue

i’m stuck in between

frozen, and feeling everything

oh make no mistake

i fucking love you

but this shit is hard

I guess that both can be true

I breathe it in, I know you’re there

I feel so tired from the weight of caring far too much

I’m miles away but I’m next to you

I see it now, I guess that both can be true