'world around me' (song idea) (Patreon)

hello! happy sunday. :) today I'm rehearsing with lovely bassist & drummer friends for a support show in lundun town next Thursday (supporting a band callled fickle friends! they're amazing! much excite!). and I SHOULD be practising my guitar-y bits for that but this song idea popped out just now.

It sounds like it was recorded through a potato, but hey ho. it's sort of about feeling vacant but above all about wanting to be the best version of yourself for the sake of someone u really care about (cheese). I stumbled across this painting by an artist called James Fenner today which I thought fitted well! it sounds a little bleak but is actually meant to be quite hopeful.. I guess wanting to be your best self for someone else is better motivation than not wanting it at all! maybe. who knows. call Dr Phil

love 

orla

xxxx