voice memo: who am I? (Patreon)

hey gang! here's a lil hybrid audio diary / voice memo vibe - a bit of a chat and verse&chorus of a song I wrote last week called "who am I?"

I cut my hair the way you say you like it

have i got no free will?

took the long way home to make a point about it

now i’m late but what a thrill

you can’t be my responsibility

what if i want someone to take care of me?

when i put it like that

it sounds so fucking bleak

and i want you

but not like this

been trying to be everything

but i can’t be your rock and your lover, your mom

i’ve tried

now i’m not anything

just a painting that’s meant to blend in with the wall

i’m tired

if i’m your everything

who am i?

: ) x