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I Still Feel Like A Failure (Patreon)

Published:
2026-01-01 01:49:23
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2026-09

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Starting off the new year strong with a video about my most recent mental break down. This year was incredibly stressful, and I don't have a therapist, so I'm doing the only logical thing and dumping all my feelings into a video for your entertainment.

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Jackson Corbett

I hear you. I feel you. You are not alone. It isn't much. But I've boosted my patron pledge. Keep your head up and survive. You're stronger than you think.

Meher Sharma

I just finally joined to support you after a year of watching every video, and I don't think I can express how much I relate. A couple of the many sad things about the internet are that we get information so much faster and that we can distinctly see the size of the world at the same time. I don't have a job online, but I spend most of my time in my apartment and feel like such a spec among millions who have done more than me, all while feeling bad that I am not more grateful and while learning about current politics and panicking about what terrible things might happen to me in this mounting future. Please take a breath, get a hot drink, do something r rated with your love, and focus on the good voices around you, even if there are only a few.

Andrew Kaiko

I guess this is why the careless, extroverted, less intelligent people become successful in life – they lack the need to realize how crap the world is when they sit and ponder it all. Why do the people who really need help get ignored by every institution? While I don’t have identity/body issues, I have a lot of the same worries you have, I feel like my life is being deliberately stomped on, and that I have no future. I wish I had more power to help you, I really do. I am already pledging, and I find myself rewatching your older videos in addition to watching new ones. I’m sure you considered a career change, but yeah learning a trade or a new skill for months on end is not cheap, and you rarely earn any money in learning them. I can offer my advice – if you need to, set a goal to do something different that gives you joy, and brainstorm ideas for how to make your life happier based on that. Find friends in local groups, in person, that grow your resources. You are sooo brave to make this video. Everyone should be more transparent about their feelings online. Especially if they can’t afford a therapist. Thank you for being you. I will be open to the chance that we may not get videos as we know it for long, but you’re a person and everything has an ending.

Mirica Williams

Hello! Though I can't fully understand what you're going through, I still empathize with you. I know how difficult it is trying to manage depression while also being so conscious about money and just life in general and it sucks butt. For what it's worth, I'm proud of you, and though I can't speak for all, I'm sure many of your other fans share the sentiment. As far as trying to build a creator community or reaching out more, would you ever be interested in being a guest at a convention? Like an anime and gaming convention? I work with one and I know some of our guests become a bit close after interacting throughout the con. We're not too far from where you're located now and would love to have you there next year if possible! you could sell merch, do autographs, and have your own panel! just something to think about. I'll continue to support you in every way I can, please keep your spirits up, and stay safe and healthy!