Update (Patreon)

Hi guys. Sorry for the lack of communication. I’m incredibly sorry that I haven’t updated yet. I’ve paused the billing cycle for the moment until I can catch up. Lately I’ve been thinking if I should keep my Patreon page. My mind is in a bad place. Every time I sit down to draw, my brain fogs over and I can’t concentrate.

To tell the truth, for over a year now, I’ve been dealing with personal relationship issues. I developed an obsessively strong crush on a guy and suddenly I couldn’t see him anymore. After that, it was like my brain just shut down. My brain just decided to rewire itself, and suddenly I became more impulsive and depressive. Then the brain fog and depression set in. It’s so frustrating to think of someone every single day and minute to the point where you lose passion and motivation for the things you love. I don’t think about this guy much anymore, but it’s like he left a huge, gaping hole inside me. I’m so tired…I feel so empty inside. He triggered a lot of trauma and fears from deep inside, and I’ve been trying to process those painful emotions. I miss drawing Patreon and my webtoon so much. I hate feeling this way. But I want to try and draw again. I’ll try and get back to my drawing.

Sorry for randomly dumping my life story here. I feel like I can’t even tell my family about something like this. I just wanted to share the reason why my brain has been so foggy lately.