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How To Have Your Cake & Eat It, Too (Patreon)

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2025-10-28 03:04:30
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2026-06
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I actually don't know why I made this and I think I am beginning to regret it! These are fictional characters and do not represent me or my ideations, nor do they promote any harmful activity. Call it returted, even.

Will have some scrapped stuff and other sketches uploaded before the month ends, and will be redirecting focus back onto lore/character designs, main pages, and hopefully an animation soon.

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Kerosol

its less extreme than this but i have days where it is a constant barrage of self berating intrusive thoughts that dont end until i sleep. every decision is wrong, every interaction a failure, losing track of conversations cause i was busy yelling at myself in my head, etc etc. Even if these ideations aren't representative of you, I still really resonate with it, thank you for posting it. Also poor turt ;;

Lluc Riberax

Going page from page was a deep cut after deep cut, I can keep my thoughts under control but some of these really were things that Ive thought to myself from time to time, "Im doing this to myself, I dont deserve any pity for it" and so on and so forth, but in the end they are really just thoughts. I dont know how to really express it but this really is such a explicit and brutally honest way to show it that it just makes me love it so much. (Also the pot guy always saying that this would be better if you were smoking pot was both hilarious and too real)

Eli

It takes one negative emotion and one negative moment to become the catalyst for a series of thoughts that can only be described as a sudden self-immolation of one's character. The feeling of your own mind dragging out every single insecurity and stressful thought you bury for the purpose of making it through day to to day routines without breaking down. Bottle it up enough and you release that energy through a form of catharsis to take your mind off of it. Drugs, crying, anger etc. The instant gratification only band-aids a wound that will eventually open again. At the end of the day, we're only people behind doors. We all feel pain. The true mark of a good soul is whether they decide to lift themselves up or bring others down with them.

Sika

Do you get a guilt in making characters suffer, or is it more the indulgence in vicious thinking or appearance of edginess? Either way, this is a perfect medium, and it goes hard.

CATJEWLZ
>>191867796

Eh i wouldnt say indulgence? But there's definitely expression or some sort of "freedom" in doing so. Not really guilty since the main characters are meant to be well-rounded and have other aspects to them, but assuming we ever get insight to side characters in the future i might feel a little more sad towards it. Its somewhat apart of the character study i guess you could say.

Ashro

Don't feel bad about it. This hit a chord with me. I've spent more than my fair share of time obsessing over meaningless details when I should've been doing something productive, and I know the feeling of settling into bed only to face the stunning fact that I accomplished nothing that day and yet feel exhausted.