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today i was diagnosed with herpes zoster / shingles around my hip... which causes a lot of constant pain (paracetamol / ibu have no effect). its attacking the brain directly (kind of). So i have special medication for the pain.. which also treats anxiety disorders / is an anti depressant and affects my mood. so im either awake and in pain or dizzy, tired and shaky all day + a little bit of pain. this needs weeks or months to recover completly and to be constantly treated with the medication i mentioned (pregabalin al). tbh i never experienced so much pain on my body before . it feels like my kidneys and gut explodes 24/7 non stop.

so, please give me this week to adjust to the medication. I have a lot of ideas and things i want to do but im kinda hold back.... expect some content at the end of the week or next week. <3