patterns (Patreon)

You’re in the place we re-fell in love 
I don’t know how to feel about that 
I never fell out 
I don’t know how to feel about that either 
Patterns in the sky 
Water the color of my eyes 
Hours disappeared 
We probably looked so weird 
You reapplied sunscreen all over my face as I laid with my head in your lap
Outside of myself 
You took good care of me when it really mattered 
When I wasn’t able to 
With layers melted away you really saw me
But they always came back 
They are a part of me too 
I tried to tear them off myself but I wasn’t strong enough 
I needed two more hands