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Hello loves....

....especially my Minnesota & Midwest Patrons who came out last night...and I hope all of you who were at the show weigh in and comment, even briefly, I'm reading.

Last night was a truly special and unique night, we didn't have time for an extensive Q&A but we discussed some really good stuff. I had to cut off the last 10 or so people who were in line with questions, so I wanted to give you a chance to ask me whatever was on your mind right here, I'll answer in comments. I'm sorry: I would have gone all night, but the venue did eventually have to CLOSE :)

So let's keep it going here. Please talk to me about the night, the songs, the peoples, the feelings, and ask me your questions if you still have them on your heart. And for the people I met and talked to , please give me a wave and send me the links you might have mentioned.

I want to stay connected.

I also promise I'll come back soon, either solo or with The Dolls. The story is just re-emerging.

Seattle, PDX, Northampton, Brooklyn...I'll see you soon.

(note to Brooklyn: Michael is sending the final responses to show tickets for Nov 4th in the next few days! Sorry for the wait.)

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So....love from Minneapolis.

Boring tech-dork housekeeping first....I had a HUGE post built and set to go out last night all about the weekend, the protests, Hamilton and more...and the plane wifi was wonky and the draft got locked and lost in the back hallways of Patreon, so I'm working on rebuilding it (the tech folks at Patreon have been aces, they salvaged the writing but I need to re-upload all the photos). I'll get it out tomorrow. Such is life on Patreon. I'll take this glitch over Meta any day of the week.

And that means: BOOM, let's just dig right into the show.

Which was just.....extraordinary. The feeling in this room, after all we did to create the moment (so quickly, too), was just like nothing I've ever felt before.

Different from London and LA and New York and Boston (and Martha's Vineyard) where I knew dozens of people in the audience. This was the first time I was playing this batch of songs for a few hundred people who I really didn't....know.

It was frightening and also wonderful.

It's an unbelievable thing to feel your own heart breaking live on a stage, with an audience to catch the pieces. It's like nothing I've ever felt before.

The piano was a gorgeous one - my fave - a 7 foot Yamaha.

Here's some photos from our own patron Amanda Eckert:

And these from Esra Kucukciftci (who I know through TED)....

I thought you'd enjoy my choice of entrance music....(I'm looking at you, Liz Grammaticas)....

From Nurse Trixie on IG....

This is our patron Jessica, who flew to the show ALL the way from texas...

The setlist (or close to it....)

Backstage...

I decided to pull out the 2019 There Will Be No Intermission dress out of storage, for kicks....(photo by Brendon)....

These loves....(Brendon on the left, Michael on the right)

{Screaming}.....

He's very tall, and very good at loving.

A note:

The folks at the venue were just INCREDIBLE.

This is Brandon, who did security.

What a life story this guy had....I wanted to listen all night. He was on the front lines of protesting George Floyd, and was imprisoned.

Still smiling, still strong at the core. The whole room was so moving, how everyone worked together. I was about to fall asleep in this photo....

So mahy massive thanks to the venue itself.

I also wanted to give a special shout out to Jennifer Sellers, the patron who introduced me to Tanner at The Green Room (who booked and ran this show).

They both belong to an organization called The National Independent Venue Association, and when I put the call out for a Minny venue, it was Jennifer who connected all the dots.

This kind of organization is gonna be the lifeblood of making indie art and music in America flow as the top corporations continue to crushes the indies, so I'm psyched to learn about their work, and I just followed them on IG.

This one's just for Jennifer....me and Tanner at the bar :)

The piano tuner.

So many people make a show go....

From Niki yesterday.

It hits.

Read you all soon.

Bigger post coming about the weekend, and the Woodstock show is almost about to get released.

It's taken a hot second to finish up the edits and the post.

Love, madly.

Your Amanda

xxx

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Comments

Nikki

I loved the show last night, I really needed that. I'll admit that I was the one who shouted that I was too sad, sorry if I ruined the mood.

Shawn

Amanda. Where do I start. I told you last night that you have profoundly affected my life in so many ways and that your words will live in my heart for the rest of my life. I meant every word and last night created a brand new space for those new songs. It was amazing to hear some old favorites as well. I wish we could have had more to talk… I just feel like there’s so much I want to tell you and say to you… maybe someday. Until then, know that I’m out here,… we all are. We love you and we’ll hold a space for you. We’ve got your back and always will. Thank you for an amazing evening and thank you for sharing your story with us. Thank you for your art. Thank you for making this world a more beautiful place. Hope to see you again soon. Love you forever.

Paul S.

N.b. I think you meant to include a photo of Brandon (note the “a” for the slightly dyslexic among us 😅), but it got lost in the technical kerfuffles. Around this sentence: “This is Brandon, who did security.” Also, I’m sure you have considered this -and decided against it for whatever reason- but I am compelled to suggest using Apple Notes or another *fully local* text/composition app (meaning on your device - not reliant on the internet *at all*) to create and draft your posts for Patreon. This has to be like the 5th or 10th post where you’ve lost work and I know if it were me I’d be devastated each time! Just a suggestion… It’s always really sad to me anytime you mention being let down by tech. Regardless, I’m looking forward to when you come to Brooklyn/Cobble Hill/Carroll Gardens in [checks calendar] *14 DAYS*!!! Fingers crossed I got onto the list in time🤞🏽🤞🏽

Paul S.

Nikki, I wasn’t there, but I am confident you didn’t ruin anything. We are totally allowed to be sad sometimes - especially now 🐳🐋🐳😢

Charlie Groth

It was an awesome show. Thank you for giving yourself. I don't know that I've ever heard a crowd held in such rapt desperate silence. As always your ability to convey emotion and the raw distraught tone of the new songs you shared is incredibly moving to receive. I am curious if you have any plan to bring your podcast back? They were such wonderful conversations.

Ashley Benbow

Will there be a songbook for There Will Be No Intermission? That’s what I wanted to ask. As for the set... girl. When I say there were tears… I mean tears. I was sitting in the back, crying, with my friend’s hand on my back as she cried. The dudes in front of me were crying, with other dudes hands on their backs. People were gutted. I was gutted. Today’s been a day of reflection. The gift you have - taking your trauma and turning it into art that heals the world - its just fucking so massive, its bigger than all of us. And frankly, there isn’t a better weapon to fight the times we’re in than your fucking machete of heart! I hope someday you do release this music. You don’t need to tour it, but damn, Gina… I felt that. And by golly its healing shit. Nevertheless, I respect whatever you decide to do. I just consider myself fucking lucky to have had the honor of hearing this body of work, even if only once. I’ll never forget it. Thank you. And, happy birthday.

Atlas Oggún Phoenix

It was an ethereal evening. Thank you for exploding your heart on stage with us. And thank you for the space you held and shared with all of us and for the story I was able to tell. In case the card got lost in the shuffle of leaving, my YouTube is UrFavorite’Threat and the film is called, Do I Qualify for Love?. There are a ton of links in bio if you get bored. ALSO, if anyone wants to watch it, please do. This film was what Amanda inspired me to do six years ago. Thanks again, A. Jessica from Texas, it was lovely to meet you and everyone at your table. Thanks everyone for your kind words. Amanda - My voice cracked open again today. 💜🫂 Have a great week and weekend ahead, everyone. Take care 🫂

Len Tower Jr.

If its more than a paragraph, i do what Paul suggests. Life is too short, to rewrite so much text.

Rebecca Ann

I wasn't there, I'm stuck in PA. But I have to tell you that reading your post gave me a piece of the picture I'm trying to imagine. You're incredibly well written. Thank you.

Jen

I was right there. In the room where it happened. Watching and weeping from the balcony. Being completely present in your presence, dancing the waves and riptides of your life with melodies and wails. I still don't know how to *think* about that experience, but I suppose thats true for all of the most profound moments in life- they are made for feeling with every pore and atom, infinitely too complex for our minds. All I know for certain, is that I was witness to genius. Blistered, battered, beautiful genius.

Jen

What was the last dream that you had that made you laugh and why?

Debra Boyd-Kaler

I was at the show on Monday. It was my first time seeing you live, and such a wonderful venue! Thank you for coming to Minneapolis and sharing your stories with us. I am an artist, but finance professional by day. I bring my creativity into the workplace and make the bankers do ridiculous things like fingerpaint. 🤣 Seeing you that night was a reminder that I haven't turned myself inside out (through my art) in awhile. It's time. Also, my friend and I were wandering around outside trying to get back into the parking garage. We came upon Tanner who rescued us! 🤣

Scott Meekins

You played "Missed Me!!!!" And I missed out!!! My life is destroyed!!!