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ahoy comrades...


first of all, WELCOME to a bunch of new patrons. there's a few hundred new people here from the past few days, HELLO PEOPLE. this is where it is nice on the internet. 


so, i was talking to superkate (my assistant, who's been with me for five years) the other day, talking to her about itching to get back into the studio, you know, just for a little thing, just a small recording, though this was meant to be offtime, errrrr, and i could hear her smirking lovingly over the phone and telling me that she was surprised i lasted that long.


i said i'd go on maternity leave. i said i'd go on leave until i felt like working. i feel like working.


honestly, i did notice i was getting increasingly more depressed and i did notice that as soon as i texted with jherek about fuck-it-let's-do-a-project-while-we're-in-the-same-town, my mood lifted considerably. work was instant crack. so there's that. i already knew that about me and i thought maybe me would change once i had a baby but i supposed i am just now me with a baby.


i have a whole collection of unrecorded songs, i always do, but this one was written so recently (two months ago, i think?) that its still rattling around in my mind, and it sounded like it needed a band. it didn't work so much as a solo piano song. everything else on the song board doesn't feel pressing. this song does. it's called "machete" and it's about anthony. the other anthony. i wrote it on the eve of his memorial as an ass-kicking to myself. i wanted to prove i could do it, could write a song with a baby in my arms, literally (well, he was wrapped). i did it. so there's that.

sometimes i need a challenge.


right around the time jherek and i decided to try to do this song (it was christmas, and we aimed for right after new years), i texted ben folds and found out he was in town. he's a drummer! he can play the piano. but fuck that. i needed a drummer. he said he'd do it. he also knew a guitarist named ryan. jehrek had a few string players in mind. my wonderful old sound engineer jaron lives in town and has a home studio where we could record strings and vocals. a session was born.


i posted a picture of my departure from the house this morning:

http://on.fb.me/1JqV2pN


(note: patreon is still working hard on getting the blog to accept multiple photos. hold tight)


childcare was essential because i didn't want to be away from the beaner for more than an hour or so at a time, so we needed people at hand. help came care of mayumi( jherek's awesome girlfriend),  ben's daughter gracie folds, neil (the father of the child), my aunt sonia, and a girl i met in hermosa beach at the fish counter of von's named michelle who is a british professional volleyball player. for serious.


and now i'm back to loving my life, because i'm only capable of fully loving my life when my life involves things like the last paragraph. 


time was, in the old days, that songs were written and then taken on the road, tested, rehearsed, tweaked, grown, evolved, and weeks, months or sometimes even years later put onto record (and then months or years more before the recordings were heard by humans.) this song, when i put it out, will represent the shortest turnaround time of any song i've written. it's like farm to table music. it doesn't have time to get cold. it's punk rock. it's piano-y and drummy and bass-y and guitar-y and the strings will be fucking beautiful. 


i managed to cut it from 7.5 minutes to nearly six. it's still long. who cares. some songs are long. machetes are long.


i'm not even sure if the song is good. we did basic tracks today while mayumi and gracie looked after the kid...ben, ryan and jherek learned the tune, we worked on different arrangements, we discussed different possible parts, we juggled, we talked about where the strings might help, we rehearsed, we took a breat for burritos, we rehearsed, i breastfed, we rehearsed, i breastfed, we took a break, and then we recorded for 4 hours. i lost my voice. i need it back by tomorrow. please light a candle.


we hired allan amato, LA-area photographer, to come film some of the process doc-style so you guys can peek into the world of song-making. he got a ton of great footage, but he didn't get this shot, the money shot, at 10 pm when the studio was closing up.....neil wins the prize for best babysitter: 

https://www.instagram.com/p/BAJhHXLQWxK/?taken-by=amandapalmer


the kid was an absolute champ. he cried when he was hungry, but mostly hung out in the green room of the recording studio sleeping and going aroooo to the nice people trying to keep him entertained while i banged on a piano.


tomorrow: vocals!!! and strings!!! i'll send a missive. if my voice is still trashed from today's session i'll add an extra day of recording. 

 

as usual i'm posting various realtime media up on facebook, twitter and instagram. find me there. 


mixing comes next. then mastering. the song should be totally cooked by february.


all the things.


x

afp


p.s. the studio we recorded in today was called eastwest, and we had the studio 

9there were 3) where the mamas and the papas recorded "califonia dreaming" and the beach boys recorded pet sounds (WHAT?). and on top of that, in the other two studios were john legend and michael bublé. bublé breastfeeding jokes were hard to resist. he was known as "boobs" to everyone in our camp throughout the day. sadly we never met him.

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Anonymous

Just wanted to say that I'm excited and happy for you! Hooray for loving what you do!!! That's pretty much it :)

Anonymous

Damn, woman, when you get back to work, you know how to get back to work! I agree with what was said about about not feeling guilty for "going back to work to soon " -- this feeds your soul, why would you opt out of that?? Ash was there, so was Neil, you have NO reason to feel bad. And the same studio as "Pet Sounds"... Just... Fuck! I second the recommendation made about finding out more about the Wrecking Crew - amazing musicians.

angela b

I was just contorted in my youngest's bed singing her to sleep and that got me thinking: I have some amateur, theatre-school derived voice preservation techniques, but how does Lady Palmer prepare her voice? What is her vocal self-care routine? For all us amateur singers, how does a true profesh exercise her chords? What happened in the studio that wretched the voice or was it just a matter of going too hard? Deep thoughts for bedtime, but I've noticed my singing voice is calling (see what I did there?) and wonder what advice a singer who actually gets paid to sing would give to a girl who just wants to sing.

Danielle Dunne

Thank you Amanda for lighting a fire under me. I was just accepted to my first visual art show, and I've started writing again after a 2 year hiatas. Rough day for me tomorrow personally. My middle son turns 9 and I haven't seen him in 3 years. My heart keeps rebreaking again and again and, I know you will, but give that handsome little love nugget of yours the biggest snuggle for one Mama who can't snuggle her little man tomorrow, would ya? Then get on with creating bad ass music with bad ass people. The world needs you and loves you. <3

Anonymous

I can't wait to hear your new thing when it is finished. So glad you followed your heart and slipped in some work to feed your soul. You CAN be a mom and do what makes you happy. It is hard the first six months when you are the primary food source. So sorry you had a taste of the mommy wars. I can't stand it. Instead of just supporting each other as women and finding what works for best for us as individuals, there is this need to over analyze and be 'right' about the ideal or 'correct' way of: giving birth, feeding, sleeping with or without, parenting style, etc. Just keep on doing you artist/muse/mother/musician as you are doing it artfully! The strings portion you shared from today has my interest piqued.

Kritisch & Creatief

I think you are doing the best possible thing here. Going with the flow. Working when you feel like working, being on maternity leave when you feel like focussing on the new human. As long as good arrangements can be made for all involved that's perfect. I took a 'ease back into working slowly 'approach with my first and it made all the difference. And i was so lucky to have to financial position ( I saved up for it over the years) and the care system to back up my choice. I am happy the patreon is taking care of that for you and I am able to contribute... Can't wait to hear the song!!!

Anonymous

"I suppose I am just now me with a baby." SO. MUCH. YES. I'm happy for you. And yay for you for taking kiddo to the studio. We dragged ours from pillar to post when he was a wee one with DCA (senior drum corps) - his dad was marching, I was support staff. Fun fact: you can make mac-and-cheese for 120 in a turkey fryer. Childcare was whoever was closest and not carrying an instrument or sewing up a ripped uni or flag. I'm convinced my kiddo has grown up all the better for that experience, and yours will too. Way to go, good mom!!

Dido Devlin

A cross-post from the Facebook brew haha over Mr Gaiman being called a "babysitter" ( yeesh! Sigh...) Hero feminist dads deserve all the praise we can heap on em. Mr Gaiman, you have been noted sir. (Wish my baby daddy knew there was a role model like you 20 years ago.) And so do working families who acknowledge the importance of their individual wellness and creativity, and ask for the support of their village to make that happen. Boobs need backup to make THINGS. Fact. Backup = happy mamma = happy milk = happy baby, and also THINGS. Thanks Amanda for taking the time and energy to write all that out. Wish it wasn't necessary. We have your back. X

DebbieG

Arooo! I couldn't log in the other day for some reason so whatever thoughtful comments I had have left my brain. Thank you for the updates, I think you just keep following your head and heart and you will still be yourself, just with that adorable baby by your side. Looking forward to the new mujsic!

Len Tower Jr.

ARRROOOO! I'm waiting to see what Ash posts about his parents.