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a dream or maybe not a dream, and i'm still not sure (Patreon)

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2021-01-16 18:37:43
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**edit, a few hours later: hmmm....i replaced the soundcloud link below. THIS should be working, and downloadable. sorry for the glitch, ya'll, not sure why that happened. thanks to everyone who commented and let me know.**

hallo loves.

a little voice-ramble for you to listen to, straight from my hoarse morning-brain.

here it is on soundcloud, and you can download it from there. this is a patron-only post and a private soundcloud link:

https://soundcloud.com/amandapalmer/voiceramble-jan-16-2021/s-XO8H9kGUFfM

i've really missed doing these. there's something about talking. i'm finally coming up for air. (which reminds me....$10+/webchat folks, it's time to schedule. i'll post tomorrow with a date. we're way, way.,overdue. i know you forgive me)

all:

 let me know if you actually listen to these...i'll keep making them. they do me good. maybe i'll do a poll.

there's so much i haven't done. there's so much to do. and i'm also trying not to do too much. 

i'll get there.

we'll all get there.

i love you.

x

a

p.s. thank you to the people who came at me with kind and gentle feedback about how it would have been wiser to redact the username from the post yesterday. you are right, and i answered. 

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Phil Byers

Hello Amanda, thank you and to this community too. I just wanted to say the voice rambles are so directly human, real raw thought processes captured with love, amazing. They help me feel a sense of stillness, more in tune with how my thoughts rattle around my head, both quietly & loudly. I begin realising they ought to be more acknowledged sometimes, just as they are, not as curated or judged before they’re written or spoken, just shared.

Anonymous

I would love more voice rambles!! Your voice, combined with the birds chirping and New Zealand loveliness gives me such good asmr and it’s so relaxing to listen to and calm to ❤️

Len Tower Jr.

YES. more voice rambles. a different way of communicating for you than typing. Voice rambles are more "real" too. The Ash/Amanda/Neil family will be stronger as it finds its new equilibrium out of its last 9 months.

Anonymous

Listened till the end. Thank you <3 for making me feel less alone. From Melbourne Australia.

Anonymous

I love it! You should do more of these voice messages! ❤️

Snow Wolf

I really dig this stream-of-consciousness voice ramble, especially since the topic is about a half-remembered maybe-dream. I've had really F'd up dreams in the past, and I really should get back to making note of them when they happen. Re: Memory -- I've realized that my memory over the past year or so has been deficient too. Since I don't have a child or husband to worry over, I chalk it up to the general stress of living taking up too much of my attention - especially since the pandemic started. So many things had to change as it swept around the globe, that the little things became even smaller by comparison. Re: Love -- I 💗 that you say you love us in your messages. It is such a sad state of society, that there is a stigma against using the phrase. In another community I'm in - following the Critical Role twitch/youtube channel - they use it freely too, and by its use, we (collectively) can help break down the stigma. And so I say to the plural you - Amanda (Fucking) Palmer and anyone reading this comment - I love you!! 💖❤️💟 <3

Auryn

Listened to the end, forgot to comment sooner. The voicerambles are precious to me. I don't have too much intimacy in my life, so they go a long way in connectedness.

Anonymous

Yes pleeease, hundreds of these! One of my favourite things is listening to these before I even get out of bed in the morning. Just put on my headset and block everything else out. I _really_ miss sleeping in the same bed as other people (thanks covid, being poly in a pandemic is fantastic!), and listening to these in the morning actually feels a bit like waking up next to another person. I love it. I love you. Thank you <3

Wendy Oakden

I do love these. I hope you keep doing them :) Also - mom-brain! such a thing! It is like your brain just clears out a bunch of stuff to make space for you to focus on this tiny human you're so responsible for. One of these days I'm going to get around to studying this...

Kacey Anisa

Sometimes it takes me a while to listen, but I do listen, and re-listen, and love these so much.

Cassia Flashtig

Love your voice notes ❤❤❤ Thankyou!!

Jozias

I love these too. They make you a real friend. And I miss them when you don't. But get me clear it's not a push. It's love. I feel so very bad I couldn't catch up with you. It came creeping in after 1/6. I needed something else, I couldn't do with just reflecting or absorbing. I needed flesh and blood, I needed confirmation of my thoughts, questions and desillusion. First thing was getting to a ramble and I found two. Thank you for that, showing much again of what I needed. It's good. It's okay to be not okay. Thanks for your love. It's like a welcome shower a rain in fact. You are in it and no way out, all around. And it's good, getting drowned in your love. I'll be there and catch up with you. Thanks for all you do for us.