“Ah so that’s where she’s been” animation (plus Life Update) (Patreon)
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Well hello there. Been another hot minute hasn’t it?
Long story short: I’ve been crashing out more and more recently and began to doubt my own skills an artist. It got to a point where I would stare at my tablet for hours without doing anything or deleting a drawing over and over again because it felt like nothing was working. I’ve only been doing commissions on the side just to make ends meet but as for personal drawings and projects, I feel like I have no energy for them.
What have I been doing to try to fix this? Well going outside and touching grass. Your boi has been going back to the gym again. I can’t say how well it’ll do in the long run in terms of my drive to make art, but I do feel like I’ve been happy in recent weeks after having a daily routine to follow. Also spending more time with family because I used to skip out on a lot of outings with the excuse of working on art.
I’ve been racking my brain of what little steps I can do to change up how I approach drawing again like I used to. I don’t want to keep making promises I can’t keep but at the same time it also eats me up inside that I can’t finish what I wanted to do (Elden Ring animations for example). Man, looking back now and how fast I was able to get artwork done
i’m sorry once again that I haven’t been delivering the best i could. But I still want to thank you all for all of your support, you really didn’t have to join (fr tho, I’m surprised people are still here) but it’s nice to have the extra funds. This has been a dream job and I’m very fortunate that I could buy food and pay bills through my artwork, I don’t think i could ever express my gratitude properly.