[ HAPPY HALOWEEN! ] Updates & What I've Been Up To + Why I've been blegheehehg. Oh also Pumpkin Carving Stream Today~? (Patreon)

Happy Halloween Everyone!!I just wanted to make this little update post and let ya'll know I'm still kicking it! Hah- a bit rough this month though but I've been up to a lot of things behind the scenes! It's been helping quite a bit with my mental state :>Stuff like the new plushie, finally decorating my living room ( I finally added some plants and warm lighting! It feels super cozy now! ), working out a lot- like spending 2+ hours at the gym, being depresso espresso, oh new song covers too! I have like 3 of them! Just waiting on some MVs~ Oh not to mention that I've also been working on some new outfits and 3D models!But yes :>... I'm still here! I genuinely do thank you for your understanding. As you might know I focus on Quallity on Audios and it's really difficult to make them when stress is over your shoulder. ^^;... But then the spiral begins. As a workaholic, I then get even more stressed that I can't finish something- which logically should mean I should just finish it right? But then my perfectionist side eats at me because I know deep down I could've done better- and so on and so forth.Now why stress? Uh just a lot of small stuff piling up! A few of which are... Well, some of my song covers that I distributed via Distrokid has been randomly removed. It's been happening to a lot of people lately- more than likely they implemented some detection "Software" that's incorrectly flagging everything. I get like an email a week about a song cover being unpublished. Oh, not to mention there's someone who keeps trying to post their songs on my YT releases and they keep harassing me to give them the channel. Eugh. Not even counting all the insanity with crazy people.Ah- I don't mean to vent xD... But yes. I wanted to at least update ya'll and not worry anyone! I know if you go to the streams you'll know I'm still kicking it- but even streams have been shorter or cancelled. BUT NO LONGER! The warm lighting in my house has reduced stress by a factor of 10! ( I actually have no clue if it did. ):>... if you wanna check in, I'll be handcam streaming later on twitch[https://www.twitch.tv/azeruofficial] some pumpkin carving for the first time!