Artfight - Hioshiru >u< (Patreon)

a few words not about the picture - i was really very lost - forgive me for that. i was incredibly empty inside and i was afraid that i had learned how to draw. for a long time i did not feel creativity inside. i felt apathy and emptiness. and this feeling is the first time with me and i was scared and did not know what to do with it. I tried to draw by remembering the mechanical movements, but it took me a long time to see the picture in front of my eyes when I drew and didn't know what would come out. but it really took a long time. and no matter how hard or scary I was. I want to draw again and share with everyone what I do.