WORST NIGHTMARE | Corrupted Body (Patreon)

DeviantArt is having an awesome challenge right now, you basically need to draw your worst nightmare, your deepest fear, so I decided to try! ^w^

I think I kinda overdid it a little, it turned out a bit too serious, but it's my true phobia I have right now >w<

Also I've been into the Lovecraft a lot lately, as you can see >w<

My worst fear isBeing eaten by the Disease from the Inside

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It's a fear of my own body.The millions ways it can betray me.And that absolute helplessness.One occasional stomach ache and here you're already thinking about writing the will.New spot on the skin?"So this is the way I'll go..."I think I've tasted all of them in my nightmares...The closest thing to you,your own body,your own home,your own bones...And you barely have any control over it.And nobody can help you.Are you sure that you're well?Are you sure that your body haven't betrayed you already?but you just don't know it yet...